That guy!

2010-02-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

moved.

http://flavyyy.wordpress.com

2009-09-09T02:06:00.001+08:00

Been to orchad central today with nicole alim weiling and me! fun fun fun!! BMT was cool..lol!!!

2009-09-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

ITS IS DAMN RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!

SMRT fine ppl for drinking MINERAL WATER!?!?!?!?!?!

what has the world become to man? ridiculous... Insane company. *roll eyes*

fine 30 bucks to 500 bucks just because its a wrong thing to drink MINERAL WATER?? brainless..

2009-09-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today chinese and EL paper...okok only...chinese paper..once flip, fell asleep and ms low has to come and wake me up..that was how boring and difficult the chinese paper is..i totally love EL paper passage B...Talked about antivirus softwares like mcafee which is totally useless and how it is not needed when college students are able to crack it....mcafee and synatec is totally crap! ppl shouldnt waste like 100 over bucks just for these lousy antivirus...

After El paper, went to das place to slack..then went market to makan and back to his place to slack....then went for chinese...after chinese paper..went to sembanwang with Brian...he wan get origami paper for zoei....

went home after that...tried the song solution..getting the hang of it already..but my finger REALLY REALLY hurts alot!!!!!! Next week can try recording already...

didnt go tuition, as im really tired and want to study for D&T which is totally never touch for 5months...and im having prelims tomorrow!!! DIE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN CHUNG!!!!! MY BEST FRIEND FOR 2 YEARS GOING 3rd!!!!!!!! FB FB FB FB FB FB FB!!!

my phone is damn silent today...i wonder.... .__.

2009-09-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

WHoo ok..blogger..is ok for once now...im so dead at blogging now...oh wells...some picture to update...HOGC 10th annivesary was a total blown off!! and there a breakthrough though!!! alot of fun stuff!! Service with phil pringle was awesome too! the founder of C3 international!! And i did linus hair for him!!! better be honoured ok!! well..sher also did abit..she damn blur sotong! she gonna kill me if she sees it! : 3 more pictures are on facebook...I LOVE D10!!!!! i finished follow up already!! muwahahha!!!! then now carn wait for BMT..actually...i already planned out liao..muwhaahaah!!
BMT-> children church/Cafe -> SOW(bass) -> AMT -> Leadership -> SOW(keyboard)..muwahahahhahahahah!!!!!!!!

2009-08-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

BLogger is still not working well...

OK..its insane!!! im having prelims tmr and im not done with it!!!!!! and sis came churchie with me!!! and she love it!!! she get to know like super lot of ppl and even the ppl in the office!! lol!!! studied abit...tmr having SS exam and emath 2 sian!!!!!!! oh wells...just faster get over with it...and carn wait for this sat which gonna be HOGC 10th anniversary!!! its gonna be so awesome cause me and nicole we do not have any tuition!!!!!!!!!!!! whooooo!!!!!

Talked to cherie about it and she wants me to share it personally with Jamie cause she already know it loooonnnggg ago!!

some stuff are NOT confidential though you make it confidential!!! but well..look on the bright side of life..THEY ARE THE LEADERS THAT ARE GONNA SUPPORT AND GUIDE YOU!!! well..i cherish my leaders! Cherie, Jerlyn, Jamie, Dominic and even Lynette! They rocks! The one who never fail to help and listen in times of need. =)

ok..gotta go mug!

2009-08-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

ok....blogger is always on and off...lol...

* to you. I didnt mean my sentence, forgive me aye? scold whack slap chop all u want..

2009-08-22T13:28:00.000+08:00

blogger is still not working..everyone is moving to other website already!

www.flav-92.livejournal.com

well..will still update here and there..lol!!!

2009-08-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

well, blogger is still so sucky..donno what the heck is wrong with it..gots lots of photo to upload..lol!! Die!!! cheena result is out tmr!!! die die die!!!!! gonna slip school again to go for appt at sgh.. then go collect result..then head down for CG...

would like to say, i completed my 21km army half marathon..damn proud of myself!! it was insane!!!! gonna do it again next year after my operation.

THis few weeks had been hectic!! can u imagine it?? D&T till 7 pm!!!!!!! its insane!!!

its getting and getting soooo mundane!!! help!!!

*i feel like taking a video and record myself playing bass with songs and .........

2009-08-10T01:37:00.001+08:00

Read all about Friend Zone at EncyclopediaDramatica.com

2009-08-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE HERE

The friend zone is one of the oldest and most common traps that women set up to trick gullible losers into an eternity of mental enslavement. The stage is set for the friend zone when the woman is already in a relationship with a real man. As often as 13 year old boys need to jerk off to Pamela Anderson or Quentin Tarantino, girls just have to bitch about something; therefore she tries to whine to her boyfriend. Being the insensitive bastard he is, the guy has better things to do than listening to her complains when he leaves the toilet seat up, and how he doesn't call enough, and other shit nobody cares about so he tells her to STFU. Of course, after a while of this she will start hemorrhaging angst and will desperately need an emotional tampon to soak it all up. This is when she will lure in a spineless nice guy for her to brutally shove into a bloody cesspool of emotional baggage called the Friend Zone.

The Trap:

The trap consists of a girl feigning interest in some vulnerable beta male pussy.

Part 1 (the mindfuck): She will start flirting with the guy until he shows visible signs of becoming hopelessly in love with her. When the guy starts to flirt back, she will suddenly ignore him, causing uncertainty which will make him think he's "going too fast" so he will back down. She will then repeat the same thing ad nauseum.

Part 2 (the milking): During the now unbreakable cycle, she will tell him all her angst and bullshit while saying lies to keep him interested:

* "Thanks for listening, you are such an angel."
* "Why can't more guys be like you?"
* "You're so cute!"
* "My boyfriend is so mean.... you would make the perfect man."
* "I Heart You" or "I luv you"
* "You are like a brother to me."
* "If I didn't have a boyfriend, I would want you to be my boyfriend."

She will also hint for him to buy stuff for her, which the idiot will. Basically, she will milk him for attention, hugs, and gifts for as long as she can keep this mindfuck up. The guy's belief in these lies will lead to him always being stuck in the friend zone and will cause the incurable "permavirgin" status.
When he asks her out

When a guy actually gains the courage to ask her out she will keep him in by just saying "I'm not ready for a relationship right now", or "I'm not entirely sure of my own feelings" (hinting that there might be hope later), and thus the cycle continues.

OR

She will admit that she wants to be just friends (which is just 1 level of hell less to endure). But it doesn't end there, no sir. When she misses all the gifts and is in need of another emotional tampon, she will go right back to crying on his shoulder and saying how "My BF and I going through a rough time, and I think we're going to break up". She will then show interest in him again, but this time around when he asks her out again she just has to say "He and I are broken up, but I still have feelings for him...... I'm so confused!" and continue to pine for her old boyfriend while restarting the cycle once again.

OR

She will agree to date him, then unexpectedly call it off at the last minute. The dumb loser won't connect the dots and continue to pine after the upstanding young lady. By the time he figures it out, he's graduated high school and is alone in the basement. BAWWW!
Why do they do it?
Lulz, never getting any.
Lulz, never getting any.

Since the advent of feminism, women have incorporated the concept that they are more equal than men in life. As such, men have grown up in an environment where women are worshiped and honored because men are so afraid of making a mistake in their opposite sex relationships. Think of it like a dog/owner relationship. All women, at their core, are filthy whores. This isn't an insult, because it's true. It's science. If someone is a male and finds himself pining over a girl because she is willing to honor his failure of an existence on this earth with an AIM message once a week asking for computer help or to borrow a few hundred bucks so that she and her boyfriend could rent a cherry picker and fuck outside his bedroom window, that person would be only too happy to provide her with said provisions, because in his delusional state of neckbearded virginity, he thinks that somehow it will lead to her loving him. In truth, that virgin is her property.
Is There Hope?
And that is if you are lucky.PRO TIP: You're not
And that is if you are lucky.
PRO TIP: You're not

Yes. Get a Girlfriend or escort (no traps allowed faggot) or shop some pics up of you and a girl. Her whoreness won't allow another woman to steal her virgin property. She will come to conquer your manmeat, then tell your imaginary girlfriend about your necro fetish and your micropenis. Otherwise,

NO. There is no hope. You have a better chance of singlehandedly bringing peace to the Middle East than breaking free of the friend zone and dating her. Contrary to what compliments she has given you, she would rather take a .357 magnum to the head than to even think about actually dating you. Always keep one simple fact in mind: a nice guy is the exact male equivalent of a fat chick. The very fact that you are in the friend zone makes you sexually repellent. The idea of you two fucking makes her go - "Eeeew! Gross!," and it's an instinctive reaction that goes right to the bone.
I'm stuck! how do I get out?

Well, the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem. Just like when you admitted to jacking off to furry art, you have finally taken the first step to admitting you are one gullible dumbass who is an embarrassment to the male gender. So to get out, follow these steps:

1. Cunt punt.
2. Get it in your head that you got played like a fiddle, and you must forget about her.
3. Become "interested" with Secunda, and talk to Prima about how perfect Secunda is, and show a complete loss of interest for Prima. 50% chance that her jealousy will drive her to rethink your status, otherwise she will stop leading you on and find another sucker... win:win situation!
4. Don't talk to her ever again. Communicating with her will compromise your chances of getting out.
5. Block her from MSN, Myspace, Facebook, and everything else you can think of... Screw it. Just unplug your internets.
6. Unplug your phone.
7. Accuse her of stalking you if, despite all your best efforts, she still manages to contact you.
8. Burn your house down, change your name, and flee the country.
9. Rape her in the ass because she is asking for it.
10. Really, don't ever talk to her again!

Things to say when she calls
Surprise! You will still be dying alone.
Surprise! You will still be dying alone.

Alternatively, one can attempt to escape by using one (or all!) of these suitable responses when a woman attempts to use their siren-song on the unsuspecting ears of a lowly virgin:

1. No, I refuse to help you! Good day!
2. Only if you suck my dick.
3. Do your own math homework, bimbo.
4. What are you wearing?
5. I know I've never mentioned this before, but I'm hung like a pringles can.
6. Only if you give me a blumpkin.
7. Let's have a sleepover instead!
8. You know, I just came back from my tantra sex course. They taught us how to give women 45 minute orgasms.
9. Still on the pill?
10. Sure, but before that I want to test out this new swing I installed in my basement.

2009-08-08T00:27:00.008+08:00

I love D10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoooo i finally finish my D&T project!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mr tan is damn happy...im damn happy!! guess what i went to tecman and i found the last and only student bible that i wanted for 1 year plus!!!!!!!!!!! cause carn find it in all the shelves...then..was like.."Eh God, just one book lar...let me find!! " and guess what..i found it on one of the shelf..though it was a display set..but..well..who cares...thank God!!! whoo!!! after that....went to makan with nic...and he made me did a really stupid thing...really stupid..typed a message..then went to do some shopping..lol..walked around bugis and found some nice stuff..lol..he bought three renoma 100% cotton shirt...and he manage to physco me to buy also..and i really love it!! better than dry fit!homed after that...

photos of finished project
* IM damn happy and smiling all the while when i received your message in the morning!! :33

woke up by my irritating alarm...suppose to meet nic to go run...in the end..he overslept..then i run myself...went to serangoon stadium to run...10 rounds, some workouts..then went home change to meet small aunt...treat me to new york new york..worst place...lol..they serve me uncook roasted chicken..wa piang...stomach ache!!!!! damn..went to get some grocerries and then homed to prepare sandwhiches for the CG...cool!!!! heh...hope they love it!! some simple kind..haha...after that, we all gather as D1 to discuss about some gifts..lol..im sooooo in to it!!!!!!!! emoed awhile....

*perhaps i shouldnt be so open? do i still stand some chance? maybe i shouldnt be so open...

the cutest little sister i ever met in church..haha!!!!the CG, the peoples, that i wanna protect, shield them =)

deep sigh....went to jerome's place...he wanna change...then off our way to chomps..had a greaaattt supper!!!!!!awesome!!! homed after that....

FUN DAY!!!!!!!!!! =DD

one more thing..im so in love with three person!!!!!!!! seriously!!! my best friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the other one is brian chung!!!!!!!!! need to search for his pic...lol!! since sec 3!!!!! =D

Nicholas Tan YANHAO!!!!!!!

WALTER NG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-03T02:49:00.002+08:00

i took a short break from D&T by doing this quiz..lol!!! some get to know yourself personality quiz..lol..short entertainment! result..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i decided to go the extra mile of doing production schedule myself...and do image research

2009-08-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

man..i skip cg today..im suppose to be there by 12pm, in the end i woke up at 12....sian...then stayed home awhile to go meet jerome and nicholas to swim swim!!!! it had been a year plus for me to get into the pool again!!!..lol!!! had fun!! wrestling, slacking..lol!! after that went to tiong bahru to meet ben lee and walter have bao..lol...before that went to stalford..damn pissed with them...srsly...donno what the heck they are doing...zzz...well..jay liew scold amk the hell outta it..lol....and i withdraw from tuition centre already...wtheck for them..damn pissed...moody after that...trained home with nic after that...tired!!! ok..homed..took a small break..D&T time!!!! meanwhile i found aly and aj number 2...the veronicas!!!!!!!! the song super nice!

lyrics
I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
L-l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la
I can la, la, la, l-la, la
I wanna, wanna, wanna get, get, get what I want, don't stop

Give me, give me, give me what you got, got
'Cause I can't wait, wait, wait anym-more, more, more
Don't even talk about the consequence
'Cause right now you're the only thing
That's making any sense to me

And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think, think
'Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye
Bye, bye

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Ah l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la
You can take, take, t-take, take time, time
To live, live the way you gotta, gotta live your life

Give me, give me, give me all of you, you, don't be scared
I'll see you through the lonely nights of wanting more, more, more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me

And no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up, up
And I will never let you down, down

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, un
Untouched
Untouched, un
Untouched

Untouched, un
Ah l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la
Untouched
Ah l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

2009-08-02T03:11:00.002+08:00

gonna blog about FOP and today sermon..its totally blown me off..and guess what??i bought the book by mark conner,Broken spirit..carn wait to read it...man..been too brought down by D&T..gotta finish faster and then submit and i can resume my normal tuition days..jay liew is damn unhappy..lol..

FOP2009 was cool!!! true worshippers and bob fitts was awesome...mark conner was good too! oh ya...the opening video was done by heart of god church!!! (HOGC), another video was done by HOGC too!!! absolute coolness!!!!
HOGC Stop-Motion Video for FOP 2009

Noel is SO FUNNY!!!!!!!! Good job Noel and the other production team!

After FOP, went to have steamboat at bugis with aby, yisheng, vic, nic tan and jerome..lol!! had it till 1.30am then went to esplanade to slack..the bought 'drinks' and i was playing some game which i donno how to call it in english with yisheng..lol!! fun fun!!!!!!!haha!!well...he experienced clubber, same trick one!!!lol...but well..i won a few!!!!

ok..first lets talk about FOP sermon. only went for first day. Mark conner talk about prisons..there are actually lots of prison in our life..and the most common one is worry.

Though there so many prison, we have to believe that Jesus is the only prison breaker!! through christ, all things are possible!!so basically...question is what are we worry about?? students like us, will be exams,major exams etc..

Worry is like a prison, the more you feel worried, the more mixed feeling u will feel which is true! like..exam..the more you worry that u will fail the more u will...so stand strong!!! In matthew 6:25-34, Jesus talk about worry. I remember Alvin prayed this to me before...true, we should just stop worry and look forward to the future, for He is Jehovah Jireh, the Lord who will provide. ask and it shall be given. =)

There are four points that can make us free from worrying!S-T-O-P
1) Specify your thoughts
basically, what mark conner practical suggestion is to take a piece of paper and draw a line down. One side of the paper will be your problems/worry and the other side, write down the prob of apostle Paul..hmm..i really admire Paul though..therefore, we cannot complain!!!!

another one..which is interesting!!

40% on the paper is not gonna happen, 30% is already happening,12% is about health problems etc,10% is about minor stuff and 4% is about something which it can't be help...so basically, we human spend 96% worrying on something that we can don worry about!!! It so interesting to see human work!!

2) Take action on your worry

Turn your worry into a problem and fixed it!! don be like a crybaby and sit there waiting for the sky to help...we shouldnt just avoid it...rmb someone told me, that deal with it and solve it..don run away...it will come back to pester you after awhile and it might just get worst..true!

3)Offer up a prayer to God!
phil 4:6-7

there are some stuff that is really beyond our control (which is the 4%), therefore, we can only do is to seek and wait for God to do so..But before that, we need to shape our worries into prayers!

4)Place your trust in the Lord
proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct[a] your paths.
We have to trust! Lean not on our own understanding and to acknowlege him!! in this way, we are able to place it at the foot of the cross and proclaim it!!

Worry can be a prison in our life, but, simple, through christ, there is freedom!!

Worry tends to get focus on ourselves that we forgot about what outside is thinking, we should get immune to be worried!!!

Today sermon was awesome too!! Pastor How came up with a new series about BIGGER! so today is about Bigger thinking!!!

in Isaiah 55:8-7
For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
Nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD.
9 “ For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts.

we ought to lift our thoughts to the standard of God!!

1) The next generation wants to grow bigger!!
Pastor How gave examples and true..which makes me like it and ponder over it!
Basically, the older generation should not stop the young generation from small becoming big!
one example: If we tell our parents, we want to earn more money than them, parents should say GREAT!! you are gonna be one!! but, you need to study hard, find a stable job and then u will earn alot!!
and not
son/daughter, the society is hard now, earning more than what im earning now is way to impossible, its difficult...stop all these wishful thinkings.
We need to let the younger generations explore, expand and show their creativity..and who knows? they might become some famous people out there someday and you will not regret it!

2) Before we can think big, we must feel small first!

one word, claustrophobic. is a must!

example, you need to feel that your cg is small, so, u will feel discontented and then wanna make it BIG!

3)Only when you feel that you are in a place too small, then you will Go!

If you are not going, then u are feeling too contended
Only if you feel like going, u are then able to grow, and get big!

We are the chosen generation, the royal priest hood! 1 peter 2:9
If you want to live like a king, think like a king!
If you want to have power like a king, have the heart and character of a king!

basically, is trying to say, be more like Him! love care compassion righteouness, humble!

i seriously seriously like this!!

Don't let the lie of circumstances esclipse the true position of you in christ!!

2 samuel 9:6-8

can you imagine? King david!!! he accept the person though saul is his enemy! he show kindness. Because David and jonhnathan and him created a covenant that is before saul! that why! lol...

ok im seriously in love with David story..!!!!=DD

im just so inspire by how Pastor is able to use topic like this.. to make us grow. we tends to think that, aiya, like that ok le la...score B3 ok le la...bring 1 friend enough le..complete 20hrs study rule ok already...but, if we are so easily contended, why still bother to stay? so, ought to be discontended, then everything will change!!!!

at first i thought its some wrong sermon im listening, but well..after listening to the behind part..i caught it! i caught the heart of the sermon!! and i find it really powerful! Pastor How you rocks!!

ok..im tired liao..gotta sleep soon!!! all these are all from my notebook!!!lol!! i love my notebook!!!=DDDD

oh ya oh ya..pastor lia lead worship today so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

EMO...

Am I alone in your heart?
Have I hope with your heart?
She's such a teaser, she's such a star.
Give me a reason or gimme a chance.
Am I alone in your heart, or am I alone...?
It tears me apart.
Am I alone?

Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.

Give me an evening, or give me a night.
I'll show you the time, of your life.
I'll walk you home safe, from the dark.
I'll give you my jacket, I'll give you my heart.
But she won't come dancing tonight,
She's having the time of her life.

Am I alone?
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.

I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.

I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.

I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.

I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.

Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I skip a heartbeat for you.

Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.

I skip a heartbeat for you

2009-07-26T03:30:00.000+08:00

Did the application is facebook for what is God message for you..this is seriously through..it gettting more and more freaky!!

On this day of your life, Flavian, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.

True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.

2009-07-24T17:08:00.002+08:00

now at some area with wireless lan here...ended school nt long...finally im able to assemble my artefact...

DPA was bad..shadnt talk about it..totally emo about it..like srsly...i was so looking forward to it...put it really hell lot of effort...haix...emo till today..straight away after that my dad called..and scold the hell outta me..say why nv go tuition..and apparently what i heard from gh today...that freaking teacher add alot of nonsense in..thanks stalford for screwing my screwed life..

Today mrs yeo physics teacher didnt coMe..so basically..slack slack...did el in the morning..then after that cheena..cheena all watching some movie...lol..then after that sleep all the way to ss..total about 2hrs plus..lol...after school...did school service..one of the 'best' school service i ever done...then...ernest want a s****...so..ya..then waited for jolin to go back school..all 'relaxing' at some block...then went back...did my artefact..phew...nw omy home!!!should i go church today??

2009-07-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

2009-07-20T00:45:00.007+08:00

The academic excellence weekend had been truely inspiring and encouraging!! that include the D1 CG where Jamie played one of academic excellence audio sermon by pastor how few years back..Genesis of a Genius.

Truely, Genesis= beginning..its the beginning of a Genius. The brain is the ultimate powerful tool that we humans..it strange, ironic and interesting to see how the human brain work! At the same time, we shouldnt let it overtake us or subdue us..one thing i learnt..brain leads to emotion too! and..shouldnt let it overtake us. We should take control of this powerful tool and use it with the holy spirit. It then let me think and link it with anime, Bleach. Ichigo have a deep power inside him..that power is able to save alot of people and fight well..but he cannot let it overtake its body..It has to be stronger than that power..amazing?

This year, 2009, Academic Excellence. Creativity, Ability and Productivity. Thinking is the result of intelligent. Through thinking, we can increase our own abilities and knowledge. its amazing to see how pastor share the life of some HOGC members..from NOTHING to SOMETHING. Pastor also mention some 'laws' about abilities which is true. All these are not by luck. But by hardwork and training. And after we had attain all these training, we will then attract people of the same kind that has the same ability. a very good analogy that is given by pastor.

Imagine Mariah Carey is now looking for someone to partner to sing with..who will she look for? Alica Keys? Whitney houston? or us(normal ppl)? Of course she will look for Alicia Keys or Whitney Houston!

so, to put it simple, abilities will bring you to the same level of people.

and after all these, then comes productivity. It through all the hardwork and sweat, we are then able to see production, the fruits that we sow..we reap what we sow. He is definetly a resonable Person that why i chose to follow.

after that, it then lead us to the final thing Responsibility. If we are responsible on what is given to us, authority will then be also given to us!

so...STUDY HARD!!! im motivated to complete 20hrs per week...though its nothing to my principal..but its alot to me..

Due to recent stuff...i had been broken down badly...thanks to cherie nicole jerlyn and darren, im able to stand strong again. and had my faith renew again..

cherie shared with me this.
Salvation --> Dependence --> Inter-dependence --> God-dependence

Dependence is the part where we are still like a baby who need protection and to grow..to me
Interdependence is the part where we already learn and know how to seek God, seek Him through tribulations and to learn His words.
God-Dependence is the final part where we all should be at..to know His words, His will for you, seeking Him, bringing blessing to others etc etc.

Loving is the key.Im gonna be at that position back again where im God-Dependence where i am a warrior of God that shine as bright as a star! I will not be brought down. I need to stand firm and strong.

and just now few hours ago, i was playing volleyball at church...and then and then...someone spike the ball and literally bull-eyed at my face!!!! ouch!!!!though my nose hurt abit now...due to the specs..but well..haha...accidents happen=D just move on~~

I don wanna go to school!!!~~~~but im running AFTER YOU!!!~~

Totally inspired by pastor again..! O lvl HERE I COME!!!!gonna whack you down!!! and i got one fruitful and faithful 'husband/ Fiance'=WALTER NG<3<3<3<3<3<3> and 'third party'= Ben Lee and a super uber cute and funny 'GF'= NICOLE SIM!!!

Thanks D10!<3

2009-07-16T18:37:00.006+08:00

Hmm...my conscious is clear..i got nothing to hide. doubt me if u want.

ok..tuesday..went for leaders meeting..well its a special privilege though...when pastor ask the audience to say something..i really have the urge to speak up..but...don dare to...=x well..haha...

After that..the next day..my voice is back!!!muwahaha..well at least..70%...went to school...but..after tat..went back liao....coughing and lost my voice..lol..rest at home...but before that...went to church to meet some ppl..study abit..MS LOW I DID YOUR CHEM PAPER OK!!!!!! Walter did well in his Oral too!!! congratz!!! muwahhaa...of course la..my <3>Walter: Flavian i give you my heart~~ <3>
Me: awwww...thanks!!!<3<3>

after that...met jerlyn at bishan cafe cartel..she wanted the half price cake..lol!!well..left one more only..she had it..and she love it! had some talk with her...thanks Jerlyn for your encouragement and speaking of our strengths..well..I DON DO MY HAIR WHEN I GO SCHOOL!!! unlike walter who does..lol!!Today...something happen...shadnt talk about it...well..im still the appeaser in the family...didnt went school today...stayed at home the whole day do research for D&T..and YES!!!!im 80% done!!!!!!! now i need to print out and paste on the A3 size paper!!!!!muwahaha!!!! gotta go meet and nicole jerlyn and walter for dinner soon..tata!!!

KAYE I DIDNT KINDAPPED YOUR EEEYOR!!!!!!!!!!! I PASS it to abigale~~~~

2009-07-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday von!

I finally lost my voice...totally no voice now....Dr A.R. Bernad has been a great inspiration and motivation to HOGC..basically...Intellectually, Physically, Spiritually, Socially and Emotionally. It keep on repeating and repeating in different sermon..

you started this war NOT me. Im always safe. even if im gonna die..I will die a better death than you pitiful souls.

2009-07-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

CHINESE O LVL ORAL WAS DAMN SUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im flunk it!!!~~ damn..

emo-ed.

thanks for screwing part of my life in class. B.

2009-07-09T06:36:00.003+08:00

i carn believe it. Im waking so early just to blog.

You think you are that great?
I bug you? I keep disturbing you?
Look at yourself before saying anything
Bitching and entertainment? Typical.
You just prove yourself for that word
TYPICALITY.
Just because u TWO manage to enter
P**********, U TWO just act one big kind.
well..Girls *roll eyes*
oh ya..you guys have no O lvl..that why!!

2009-07-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

Boo. No more RS. Everyone is having crushes and im not!!!!!! whooo!!~ O lvls!!~~ I WANNA DIVORCE WITH YOU SOON!!!!

i rmb someone told me before..

~ If you can gossip about other people
People can also gossip about you
Your own friends might even gossip
behind your back without knowing it.~

2009-06-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

Back from camp...here to blog about it..totally rocks!!!! and inspiring and cool!!!!! know lots of ppl!!

The day before camp..: classmate camp over to my place with Joel to ton and drink...apparently i went drunk..really drunk to the extend that two person have to carry me to walk properly...lol..knock out straight once i close my eyes..vomitted out abit...

Camp day: woke up..first thing is to go toilet and sit in front of toilet bowl for 15 mins..damn horrible..was having hangover..couldnt go school..or go to camp which start at 10.45..totally regretted it!!!! they are having so much at sentosa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i missed it!!!!!!!!haix...then rest awhile..then head off to church to place my stuff..i brought a super big gym bag, a guitar and steamboat...srsly...lol!!!!!! thanks Denecia for helping me to send stuff to school...after put my stuff down..went to mustafa to get some guys stuff..lol...super ex can..lol...bought one pair of fork and spoon....then went to amk to meet abigale..she totally a fun lady!!!! my new clicking friend!!!lol...reach church..dinner...then service with dominic...it was cool...got ministered...apparently..i was tearing like mad..lol!!! its totally priceless k!!!!! lol..lalalal~~ after service...went for supper with the D odd people...nic tan, walter, ben lee, abi, jerlyn, alvina and so on and on and on..more than 20 people went..lol..supper?? ROCHOR DAO HUI!!!!!!!! ok..before the camp..the guys, me,nic tan, walter, ben lee, wei liang and some more came up with this song...we edited the song, lifesong by casting crowns

orginal:
Let my lifesong sings to you
Let my lifesong sings to you
i want to sing your name
at the end of this day
knowing that my heart is true
let my life song sing to you

edited version..:
Let my DAO HUI sings to you
Let my DAO HUI sings to you
I want to sign my DAO HUI
at the end of this day
Knowing that my DAO HUI is true..
let my DAO HUI sing to you

haha!!! totally fun fun fun!!!after dao hui..went back to church...some of us were playing some lame game like..what happen next..how many meh meh jump over the wall..etc etc...ABI= LOW IQ..lol!! we were shooting each other..lol..!!!after that..had blind man's trail...you carn blame a guy who is timid..but i conquer it!!!!had a mass waterbomb fight!!!!!super awesome!!!!clean up in the audi...then bathe...we found lifebouy in the toilet..so..we were like so...fanatic..or going goo goo ga ga about it...keep snatching and snatching..lol!!!

Edited:
Let my lifebouy sings to you
let my lifebouy sings to you......

haha...ok..slept at 6.30am like that...lol!!!

second day: woke up...and...we had lots of fun!!!before steamboat...we were like playing games that some people who could not get it the previous night...then..we started playing guitars...then sing song...then music crew played old song...went super dramatic..lol..BEN LEE also sang!!!haha!!! after that..we dance the NOBODY by wonder girls...we even went up the stage...lol!!!!!!!haha!!! play some games..then lunch..steamboat!!!!!then finish...wet to bathe and had service with troy marshall...was great! after service...slack a while..then went to have supper again..this time..PRATA!!!!!!! we were like protestant..keep on..PRATA PRATA PRATA everywhere we go..lol...had prata...then..walk back..abi shared a mystery which is totally interesting..very very very amazing one!!!went back to church..went to bathe...went to toilet with nic tan...we had a super crude convo inside..lol!!!!! totally can LOL..haha!! the content or what happen...ask and i might say..lol!!!when we were about to done..someone came in..i was like..OMG!!!!!!lol..i hope he didnt hear the whole convo..lol!!!! went to sleep after that...

third day: it was last day of camp..haix...was abit sad that it ended..lol...did BMI then..debrief..then off to bass lesson...then...wanted to go for F zone service..then...in the end..slacking at kopitiam..super super super tired can!!!!!!!!!! really tired...went back up to change then went for service..lol..ok..i was like sleeping through out..lol!!! really cannot take it..after that...went off to have dinner...played guit with darren!!! my guitar mate..loL!!!=DD went back up to get my stuff and slack awhile..lol..then went home...uploaded photos in facebook..and POMP on the bed.

Today: suppose to go FC service...when i woke up..its already 1 pm which i tot was 8 am...nua awhile..since dad not at home...went to find darren at his place to play guit...lol!!!had fun there!! and i drank three cups of his bailey irish cream alcohol..taste like melted choco in alcohol..so creamy and nice!!!!!!!!!!apparently linus carn hold it..lol...he went off sleeping after having a small sip..lol!!! homed after that...

HAPPY FATHER's DAY DAD!!!!!

pictures will be uploaded soon..lol!!!

2009-06-15T10:23:00.008+08:00

Me and Jing!!! one of my best friend toO!!lol!!
guess whose hand is this?????? Its definetly not mine!!

Ok, lets start from saturday.. Went for bass lesson...it was awesome...thanks to peck lian, i learnt alot...after that..went for F zone service awhile...then zao for YA...After YA, went for service again..-.- its by troy marshall...then..suppose to go tuition..but then..nicole felt wierd for leaving halfway...when we reach the lift..we decided to do make up..-.-''' went back up...ok..im so gonna blog about what happen later..lol!!! cause i was urgently in need of toilet...and the gents is like...inside the auditorium...and glass door is lock...then...female toilet is outside...then i ask nicole...
Me: nicole, i use the female toilet ok? u help me ar see got people anot ar
Nicole: .......(forgot what she said)
Me: if got people..must stop them from going in..ok?
Nicole: =.=''' (forgot what she said alsoo...)
then i used the toilet..well...some how or rather..the gents smell better than the female toilet..LOL!!!lol...ok..after service...oh my gosh...me and walter..went supr high...in kopitiam..i shouted ok!!! i shouted!! wanting!!! i use my authentic and extraordinary voice to shout ok!!lol!!! after that...wa piang....damn malu..lol!!! face red like..er...lol!! after that went back up..high and high and high..abigail was like..wa...why u two got so many energy????homed and sleep..

Sunday, woke up and shared a cab down to chc with walter..there is some celebrities weekend thing...ok..of all performance..i srsly like vaness wu one...its totally priceless...how often do u get to see an artise sing worship song??!?!! well..the beauty paegant are also pretty..lol!!!! after that...we went to airport...slack awhile...then went for HOGC service...Charleston's sermon made me really ponder what have i been doing in HOGC for the past one month..even cherie was like..huh?? one month already??so fast?? after that..went down to kopitiam...i tell you..THANK YOU CHERIE AND WALTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like srsly....a plate of rice with two vege and meat just appear in front of me by cherie...was srsly damn touched!!!! and..a bottle of sprite appear in front of my by walter...omg..thanks bro!!! im totally speechless...srsly..totally speechless...nothing could describe my feeling at that moment..hha!!! went to meet jingjing halfway..seriously..felt abit reluctant to leave...outside kopitiam...gosh...the D zone ppl are singing whoo!!!!!!!!!! like having worship session at kopitiam..lol!!! met jing at PC show...she bought a lappy...and she is excited about it...lol..went to help her with the lappy and then play with the camera..lol!!! homed late...lol...

Today...gotta go school now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and gonna rest my fingers...tmr got bass lesson again..last lesson....

2009-06-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

Ytd went to same tuition lesson with weiling..lol...ms koh didnt come...then...come a relief teacher...Damn slack...got released 20 min earlier..like wth??? and the teacher funny sia....Ethane...pronounce as E-tan...Propanoic..pronounce as Pro-pan-noic acid..still got somemore..lol..apparently..me and weiling are sms-ing in class..lol!!! after that...zao home..faster change..then go jogging..lol...was super late la!!! was suppose to meet at 7..then in the end..meet at 8..lol!!! reach the stadium..only run 4 rounds...then force to come out..lol...zzz...then...while waiting for Jerlyn..slack outside...took some pics..lol...then Jerlyn came...took somemore..lol..then...called nicole up to go Koi cafe to get bubble tea..lol!! home and sleep after that..

random..this is NANA(alvina)!!! One of the cool people in D10..lol!!

i woke up ok!! super early...thanks nicole for morning call...to go HOGC prayer meeting..lol...WALTER IS LATE!!!!!!! lol...almost late..lol!!!meeting was good...then...went to have breaky with some of the D zone people...Walter and i was like...discussing..what the diff between Teh and Teh O..lol!!!till the aunty define for us..lol...had a quick breaky and went off to school to do artefact..srsly..i just stone there..lol..no strength do sia...super tired...then..left during lunch break to go POSB bank, pay my Ezlink card and to Post Office to get mom's letter..then..to HOGC...when i reach..they about to go bugis..then tag along..lol...then went to bras besah...IM DAMN HAPPY!!! just one thing only..lol...a capo..lol..i bought one and i smile the whole day!!! lalala~~~ swee lee damn ex la.. 37.45..whereas another guitar shop nearby only sell at 20 bucks..heng...phew!!anyway..was happy with it...went back to church to do abit of work...I WANNA GO SOW!!! Walter and Nicole!! lets go together for the next intake!!!!!lol...lets have a D10 Band man!!lol...okok..then slack awhile..and used cherie lappy..and MY TWITTER IS FINALLY ON FACEBOOK!!!!! whee!~~ when home after that..apparently alot of us just stoned...lol...ok...not long ago..me walter and nicole was having this crude convo..lol!!! haha!!! Im Walter Ng...and Walter is Flavian Kow..lol...Nicole is complaining why did she even bring us to church in the first place..loL!

well..Walter, one of my best bud! haha!! so fun...the CG was like..gosh...!!!!lol...how can these two guys be so hyper?lol!!

Flavian Kow says:
*hello
*hahaha
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*wtf confusing.
Flavian Kow says:
*i love hot boysssssss
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*LOL.
Walter Ng says:
*LOL
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*walao confusing sia.
Flavian Kow says:
*hi
*i am flavian
*i am 16,
Walter Ng says:
*hi im walter
Flavian Kow says:
*from amkss.
*i am desperate.
*looking for a partner.
*(:
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*16?
Walter Ng says:
*hi nicole
Flavian Kow says:
*yes, i am sweet 16.
Walter Ng says:
*im walter
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*Hi
Walter Ng says:
*and...you know what i had been having a crush on you for long since the day i met u in band
*i just don dare to say
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*_l_
Walter Ng says:
*i love you...
*though i also like guys
*but who cares
*lol!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*HAHHAA.
Flavian Kow says:
*eww.
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*Flavian best.
*Walter sucks sia.
*the act so fak.
*fake*
Flavian Kow says:
*i love to suckk turtle's backside! :D
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*O.O!?
Flavian Kow says:
*yes'
Walter Ng says:
*nah
*flavian ones carn be compared to mine
*i love to suck guys backside
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*wtf.
Walter Ng says:
*they taste tastier then turtle
*lol
Flavian Kow says:
*oh my.
Walter Ng says:
*yar...
*turtle is nothing
*and turtle backside is so small
*lol
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*omg.....
Walter Ng says:
*why omg nicole
*you don wan me?
*aww
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*ya dont want
*you can go find flavian and make out with him
Flavian Kow says:
*nicole
*i love you
*i love yr lips,
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*flavian go make out with walter
Flavian Kow says:
*yr sexy eyes,
*yr blazing hot butt,
*and your smoothing voice... (:
Walter Ng says:
*awww
*Flavian
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*!? YOU STARE AT MY BUTT!?
Walter Ng says:
*don snatch nicole away from me
*lol!!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*OMG WTH YOU TWO.
Flavian Kow says:
*hey
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*go gay with each other.
*I hate you two!
Flavian Kow says:
*shes damn sexy, dont you agree?
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*GO AND BANG THE WALL
Flavian Kow says:
*hot mannnn. woo.
Walter Ng says:
*too sexy for us to snatch against each other
*why not we share?
*loL!
Flavian Kow says:
*OK!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*I dont wanna be in this
Flavian Kow says:
*lets share this big chickenn.
*:D
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*I like someone else
Walter Ng says:
*yummy!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*CHICKEN?!
*_l_
Walter Ng says:
**drooling*
*i prefer it boiled
Flavian Kow says:
*woo!
*yummy.
Walter Ng says:
*healthier living!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*I go commit suicide now
*bb
Flavian Kow says:
*lets poke it, and see whats inside! HAHA
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*bye bye
Flavian Kow says:
*hey nicole!
*dont go my love
Walter Ng says:
*don go baby....
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*omg.... -.- this is so disgusting.
*I wanna vomit my food out....
Flavian Kow says:
*aww. vomit on me!
Walter Ng says:
*no no no !!!
*me!!!
*then i lick it bit by bit
Flavian Kow says:
*i love you so much that i want your everything... EVERYTHING!! :):)
Walter Ng says:
*the love
*aww
*carn wait to eat it up
Flavian Kow says:
*i will suck it before you do!
Walter Ng says:
*no!
Flavian Kow says:
*dont steal my vomit, jerk.
Walter Ng says:
*i will!!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*!?
*W
*T
*F
Walter Ng says:
*don steal my lover stuff asshole
Flavian Kow says:
*HEY.
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*you want my crap?
Flavian Kow says:
*she love me ok.
*yes
Walter Ng says:
*no
*she loves me more
Flavian Kow says:
*i want your crap
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*Okay.
Flavian Kow says:
*anyway.
*walter, me and nicole is going to rom tmr.
*its too late~
Walter Ng says:
*i will wreck the ceremony
*and snatch her away
*carry her on my back
*and run off
*she don live for you
Flavian Kow says:
*NO!
Walter Ng says:
*YES!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*O.O?!
Flavian Kow says:
*i won't let it happen WALTER!
Walter Ng says:
*I WILL LET IT HAPPEN FLAV
*!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*-.-......
Flavian Kow says:
*NO.
*i say no.
Walter Ng says:
*i say yes,
Flavian Kow says:
*she's my chicken
*not your duck.
Walter Ng says:
*she my chick
*not your chicken or rooster
*~!
Flavian Kow says:
*okay, take it if you want, loser.
*i have my BBQ chicken at home
*take her then!
*hmph.
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*!?
Walter Ng says:
*hah
*see nicole
*this kind of guy
*don wan also can
*lol
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*Hmmmm.
Walter Ng says:
*cause he prefer guys to you
*lol!
Flavian Kow says:
*yah lah.
*i love guys.
Walter Ng says:
*He thinks that u don have tight bum enough compared to other guys
*lol
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*talk slower leh. i copy paste this to my post
Walter Ng says:
*-.-
*anyway
*Flavian
*you need laying hands
Flavian Kow says:
*of course, guys bums are juicy. (:
Walter Ng says:
*i will pray for you
Flavian Kow says:
*Walter, you need some chilli sauce
*i will get it for you.
Walter Ng says:
*ya
*sure
*no prob
*anyway...its time for me to grow up
*and eat chilli
*so that i will be hot enuff to attract more girls
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*keep going keep going. i think the post so long sia.
Walter Ng says:
*lol!
*unlike you...eat so hot..attract wrong people
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*I like someone else pls.
*DARRENNNNNN (random topic) LOL.
*-cry-
Walter Ng says:
*DARRENNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*HAHAHAH WTH.
Walter Ng says:
**T.T
*T____T
*T^T
Flavian Kow says:
*DARENNN. ):
Walter Ng says:
*DARRREEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
*T^T
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*wha stop alr?
(Cause there was a moment of silence)
Walter Ng says:
*lol...
*Flavian don wan play with me le
Flavian Kow says:
*flavian go find hot guys already
Walter Ng says:
*awww
*where u find?
*o.O
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*lololololol. joo chiat
*changi
Walter Ng says:
*awww
*sleep early my dear girl
*=)
Flavian Kow says:
*hahahah
*sleep early chick
Walter Ng says:
*she not your chick!
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*i feel a little uncomfortable alr sia....
*gays talking like this...
*this is creeping me out....
Flavian Kow says:
*haha.
*maybe msn la
Walter Ng says:
*mayb when we see each other
*it will be even better!
*lol
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*I sure go bang wall
Walter Ng says:
*good.
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*ty.
Walter Ng says:
*lol
*its my pleasure
*=)
Dream Teamer Nicoℓe says:
*thanks again.
*Im going off alr. Good night pretty babes.
Flavian Kow says:
*good night chick
*(:
Walter Ng says:
*good night girl

2009-06-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

i realise these two days..is church day..lol!! i had been in church ytd since 11.30 am till about 11.30pm..lol!!!!! had bass lesson at there..it was awesome!! lol...learnt alot of things...then went for F zone service...NICOLE THANKS YOU SO MUCH FOR CABBING DOWN FOR ME OK!!!!!!!lol.....after F zone service...had dinner with the D10..super shock to see jonathan there...whoo hoo...from qw cell...lol...apparently he know jerlyn..lol..haha...there no YA either and he had to book in for guard duty on sunday...so he came for HOGC service..lol..after service...celebrated his birthday..i know he is touch!haha!!! he gave the aww....look..lol!!! OK..seriously.... WALTER AND DARREN both of you rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we had a great time laughing and joking..haha!!! I enjoy man!!! darren was doing some priceless face when playing guitar that made us laugh like mad!!! ok..Spastic face i will say..haha!!! damn funny..me and walter join in too!!haha...after dinner...went singing in out of tune voice in a high pitch..haha..some songs..lol...chill abit more..then took a cab with alvina and polly to amk..met Joel there..to go run...

apparently...didnt run..my head was heavy and eyes very pain...had a long sleep...slept till 3.15pm..lol.!!!!! didnt manage to make it for service..lol...so...bathe and then went down liao...reach there..got the news of Darren being transferred to another CG...omgosh...me and walter have to like cry for him in a funny way...which behind it...we were controlling not to..lol..like so suddenly...we were having so much fun ytd and last week..then..huh..change CG..well..we are still in same zone..haha...went back up...the people are celebrating for a leader call Garret..lol...ok..its damn hilarious..there is actually a dance on NOBODY by wonders girls...oops..no boys to be exact..it was hilarious..haha!!!totally omg...weiling walter and me was like..OMG!!hahahahahah!!!lol...slack awhile..then went home..took the same bus as walter..had a great chat and sharing...haha...ok..tmr...gotta wake up early for prayer meeting..lol!!!hopefully can wake up in time..then..go school after that..D10 say the CG getting wierder and wierder..no its not!!! its getting FUN FUN FUN!!!!

and while sharing....Walter, im proud of you!!!! i hope you are seeing this!!

2009-06-06T00:43:00.002+08:00

done by me!!!lol..first attempt...

let start with ytd...went to school to do my D&T project...lol...it was horrible...thanks uncle Nordin to help me do amendments..lol!!! Suppose to go for fashion lesson..but...didnt go in the end...so..i end up at tpy koufu do my work..lol...i draw ok!!! i can actually draw out which i carn normally in class!!! damn proud of myself..haha...so..at first..there this guy...from the event which happening nearby...intro himself to me ask me is it doing fashion etc etc...say he is a teacher of hwa chong...then..holidays..then volunteer in a event..then ask me to go to attend his church this sunday..lol..............then i told him im already attending church...then he zao...then...this couple whom i know..came....and then..the guy is damn idiot...purposely in front of me!!!! lol...super uber cheesy....lol....irritating!!!lol...distraction!!!!...im not jealous ok!!!! i DONT need to be..lol!!!!ok..they are sweet couple after all..=D don think too much aye my friend..haha!!

After that..went to bishan to find NANA( alvina ) and jerlyn to get justin birthday present, a bible..lol...then...went to look for his UBER stranger house with audrey and cherie...lol...we were like...spinning coins to find where the direction..lol!! when we found it..like..super late..jerlyn left early...and then put it into the mailbox...and off to cherie place to have a drink...her dog, Candy is so cute!!!!lol....she love my belly rubbing..lol...played with her...she need a vet like srsly soon....chit chat with NANA!!! chit chat till 2 plus then went home..slept like a pig like that...

not able to make it to school today..lol...stayed at home the whole day...and had family dinner with family...apparently, my dad is smiling all the way...well..yar...after tat...left for CG at jiaquan place...sorry guys, will go for the next session of BMI!!!!

2009-06-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

went to school today to have extra lesson....its damn sleepy...lol...after lesson..had D&T and then left for HOGC CG session..its cool! me and polly were playing...just one song..that could ministered to lots of ppl..thank God!
dinner at kopitiam..then after that...went to slack at mac at serangoon..shun bian do one math paper...lol...Darren came out from camp specially for us..lol!!! haha!!! he took the guit back to camp...and looking at what nicole said..he was excited..lol!!! know new ppl! =D

more to come...don mind to start from scratch if have to..=D
this was the letter from D10..lol!!thanks guys again! =)

2009-06-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

Ytd watch terminator salvation with WJ, Adler and razz....ok..its pretty boring...zzz...lol!! had fun fun fun! lol...took bus to orchad..then to amk mac...cause meeting some ppl..this certain person..is totally idiotic..like wth...insult my fashion sense...please...look at yourself before saying other ppl..srsly...if i wanna dress up...i make sure your jaw drop!!!zzz...

today...went to see doctor...eczema went out of hand...thanks Joel for company!!!! and i just found out something about him...HE SWEAT SUPER LOL!!!! lol...its only from cineleisure to mrt...he is sweating like..woah!!! haha...went to yishun safra...to sign up for army half marathon..yay!!! gonna complete 21km..hmmm....by FAITH!!!lol....
Went home to change and then went to find D10 ppl to jog at serangoon stadium...jog about 9 rounds??? ppl there were Jerlyn, Ben Wing, Walter, Wanting, Justin, Weiling and Joerin...after run, went to the nearest coffee shop to rest/ slack..Ben happen to have some game that is like..linking cards path together and get to the gold...lol...played two rounds..lol..then off to ave 4 basketball court to meet audrey cherie polly and alvina...haha..ITS FUN FUN FUN!!! D10 are a bunch of cool ppl..too bad Nicole and Darren and Jerlyn and Justin wasnt there....played abit basketball...Walter and Ben are cool guys! the rest are all pretty ladies..haha!!! Had so much fun..haha..apparently..i stinks like some rotten fish..lol!!! super stinks...bus "11" home after that...today is FUN FUN FUN!!!

oh ya...D10..thanks for the letter...though its like...a letter...but...it had been appreciated alot...when Jerlyn passed me the letter...heart-shaped folded by ben...i was really touch..and..i almost just water fall with joy...like...first time i receive this kind of stuff...really really touch..thanks guys!!and of course for the encouragement too!

<3 D10!!!

2009-05-31T22:12:00.005+08:00

Im so evil...was too tired yesterday..didnt run...zzz...sorry Joel!!!!! lol... i slept like a log till 1.15pm..lol!!!! woke up..then zao to HOGC...sermon was not bad...sermon title, i self-created one...purpose in living in God.lol...After service..D10!!!! ok...im gonna say this..haha..

" Im starting to like/love D10 !!!!!!!!\m/" =)

thanks Nicole!!Audrey too!

all the fun and laughter...they rocks!!!! playing guitar, singing. Nicole brought a cool guy called walter...ok..his name reminds me of jeff dunham's puppet..Walter..haha...im seriously jealous of guys who can sing...unlike me..which i carn control at all!!! and they found one of my weakness!! lol...they are one bunch of hyper ppl...but i liked it! *winks*hah...

had dinner then went up awhile then homed!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!!!!! =D

thinking too much eh?

2009-05-30T23:50:00.001+08:00

Its a crazeh day..lol..mug and mug and mug..lol...then tuitioned....wa..zzz...tiring...

ok..gonna have a small break..and go run with joel..lol...gonna run to school and back..Destress!~~ lol....

2009-05-30T01:08:00.004+08:00

ok..today was a darn horrible day i suppose...super duper...lol..but..apparently..it brought smiles and laughter to Adler and Wei Jie..lol!!! ok...lets start with afternoon...

I went to passed Isabel the funfair tickets and sky's shirt...after that...waited for bus 73 like super super long la...was suppose to meet WJ at 2.10..he arrived at 2 and i reach at 2.40..sorry WJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Met Wj to go 21 club bazaar...well..he is ALWAYS forgiving..heheh....well..i did my part by making him laugh by being the joke of the day..

Ok...club 21 bazaar is so disappointing...Its the first time i left warehouse sale empty handed...i srsly srsly damn disappointed..zzz....especially with A | X.....all super ahpek and majority is size L..zzz...left empty handed...was complaining and complaining to WJ..he is super evil...laugh at me!!! srsly...

took shuttle bus to marina to meet adler...then walk walk awhile..took bus to airport..seriously!!!! I wonder what happen to bus drivers nowadays...are they eyes filled with too much stamps??
Bus driver: scan your card.
Me:*scan*
Bus driver: see, no signal, scan again
Me:*scan*
Bus driver: see no signal?
Me: there is no signal because i have not made payment to ticket office
Bus driver: Then adult fare.
Me: Hello, im still a student here? carn u see this ez link card? Im still a student
Bus driver: no no no, adult fare, no signal.
Me: whatever la.* put additional 50 cents in*
Bus driver: where you going? *ignore* where you going mister?"
Me:airport
Busdriver: 1.80
Me: what the hell..retarded. *put adler one buck in.*

like what the hell...i purposely empahise IM A SEC 5 student!! like wth...i keep scolding the bus driver in front of WJ and Adler very loud..retarded bus driver...keep repeating and repeating...like wth..WJ kept smiling and smiling or arm chioing!!!lol..

reached airport...paid pam a visit!! lol..haha...after that..had dinner with WJ and Adler at popeyes..lol...ADLER EAT HELL LOT!!!lol...well..growing up boy..lol!!!

they are damn evil!!!! made me blush like no one business!!!!!

After popeyes...chilled at coffee bean..ok...PEOPLE WHO KNOW MY EXPERIENCE WILL KNOW I DON LIKE COFFEE BEAN!!! haha..well...still gave it a try...WJ and Adler also know the reason..haha...then...met Razz there...he was celebrating his friend bdae..and..his friend, that bdae girl...LIKE TO TEH~~ alot..lol!!!haha!!helped them to take pictures...and...i did a super kua zhang..the super uber big reaction....the bright flash of the camera flash at me!!!i was like...blown away like that..lol!!!everyone was looking!!!lol...after tat...bused home...

Wj and Adler and me took bus..supposedly to take to bishan..but stopped at serangoon....we had a great "TALK" lol!!! right?? haha!!!!!!!

ok...that for today..

tomorrow..hopefully im able to have a cool temper to control what the principal wanna give me...

Weiling, i donno whether you reading this...but...Cheer up..its only the mid year..don be brought down by it..look at me..such shit result..lol..L1R5, 48..where can i go?? but lifes still gotta move on..praise Him in everyway. Don be brought down by discouragement, but stand even stronger. Im even meeting the principal tmr..like...wow! if i can manage, im sure you will be able! stand strong!! will keep you in prayer!

2009-05-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

Next week Chinese O lvl!!! jeez......

and..thank God, Pastor is willing to help me write testimonials..if not..dai!!!!! i just realise how impt is cca and i soooo regret la..!!! haix...but...i will still have two though..^^

halal food are not that bad after all..WJ know what im talking!! hah!!

<3

PTC....well..i doubt its gonna be PTC..it will be PPC instead..lol!!!!!
PTC= parents teacher conference
PPC= parents principal conference..lol!!!!

NUUUUUUUUU TO H1N1!!!!!

im damn damn damn damn hyper this two days!!!!!!! nicole..get it?!?!! not that other reason that u were saying..loL!! bessst friend!haha

2009-05-24T19:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday red rain was cool..ok..but...guess..its so not hillsong that kind..didnt really get the mood of being in the concert...thanks nicole for bringing me to HOGC and audrey too!!!=D
left halfway to meet razz...he is late!!! and i went to da bao food to meet weijie and adler and weijie cousins to watch a play at fort canning park..sorry weijie!!!!!!!!!!!! i know you are a forgiving person!!!lalalala~~ apparently..i made him went to the top of fort canning and come down..when im already at the bottom..oopsie..haha..!!watch the "much ado about nothing" by adrain pang..ITS UBER COOL!!! well..for first time, i didnt sleep in a play..lol!! but the english use damn chimilogy...it takes me 3 second to digest and laugh when needed..lol!! thumbs up for this play....so shakespear..lol!!! after the play...adler went to find *ahem ahem*...lol!! me weijie and razz went to citylink gelare..lol..had a drink there..lol..then zao home...

today woke up..damn sick can..lol...and supr anti climax...lol...fever shot up to 39.1 then went to have panadol..reach clinic..suddenly fever subsides..like wth...lol..

2009-05-23T11:13:00.001+08:00

Small peek of ABOVE AND BEYOND!!!!! ROCK ON!! ZOUK!~

should i go should i go????lol!!!!

2009-05-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

yes..blackie friday...

napfa...gone case...fail it...pass everything except chin up..zzz...chin up fail...don have that mood to run for shuttle run..lol...pass by 0.1 sec..loL!!!!zzz

math paper two : 26/100
D&T:40/100 (can tell mr tan mark very very very very leniently)
win liao..really win liao...zzz...

suppose to go club with shahirah tonight...but then...lazy to liao..lol...and...carn find ID in time..lol..she damn clubber girl can..lol!! going double O..wonder how is she gonna go in..lol!

2009-05-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

MAN!!! today is a black thursday!! and tmr gonna be a black FRIDAY!!!

got back half of my results...its damn saddening..discouraged and disappointed at the same time..all...RED marks!!!so so so so so sad...so far..i failed everything except cheena...

Cheena( chinese) : 57/100
Math paper 1 : 24/80
Chem paper : 15/65
Phy paper: 10/65
Science MCQ : 24/40
Total science marks : 49/160 =(

emo the whole day..zzz..that for blackie thurday...

so...what about blackie friday??

NAPFA test tmr...which i srsly..forgotten about it...never train all these..gone case
Math paper 2
Combined humans paper?

2009-05-21T03:41:00.003+08:00

its 3.43 am now..i just finished storyboard...3/4 mind map...and..im damn tired...think gonna be late for school.

I HATE YOU, HOT AND COLD!!! why give me that hope again when i had long given up?

2009-05-19T21:48:00.003+08:00

Morning, i woke up and i DID housechores ok!!!!!!! till the mop break..-.-''' at least, i did clear the laundry that is stacking up like a mountain and stinks like er....

after that went to meet nicole to go HOGC..there some meeting i think..lol...pretty awesome...D zone!!=) Dominic say i look like uni student!!!!! awww man..second person !!!!zzz

was hungry..so had subby before going..lol..

20min worship..short yet powerful..Shepherd's heart.

Aston with some of the D zone people..haha..know new people!!! Weiling and i know the same person but we donno the person in exact..lol!!!its a cirle..lol... ME>A>B>WEiling>Me

to nicole:
YES I WONT! lol..but a cup wont harm right?haha

2009-05-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

Hist was kinda..LOL!!! no comments for MYE..MYE is finally over...haha...at home the whole day reading eclipse!!! twilight saga...haha...after that...met up with wei jie...ate at thomson prata then icekimo..srsly...HE IS DAMN HILARIOUS!!!!!! shared the embarassing moment!!!lol!!!haha..i had a good laugh!! its called the post mye syndrom thingie..lol!!!xD slack and chilled at icekimo..haha..ok..i still carn stop laughing..haha!!

2009-05-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

Went to Heart Of God service today..its was cool...after service...had dinner with nic's cell..i think..lol!!

Red rain concert next week!!lol

2009-05-17T13:13:00.000+08:00

ok
this is damn hilarious..lol!!
Computer Hard and Software:
Dear Tech Support:

Last year I upgraded from Date 7.0 to Boyfriend 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected additional processing that requires expensive regular maintenance. In addition, Boyfriend 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system>activity. Applications such as Overtime 10.3, Weekend 5.0, Sports and Friendship 7.5, and Chatroom 3.6 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected.

I can't seem to keep Boyfriend 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Date 7.0, but the uninstall doesn't work on Boyfriend 1.0. Please help!

Thanks,
A Troubled User. (KEEP READING)
______________________________________

REPLY:
Dear Troubled User:

This is a very common problem that gays complain about.

Many people upgrade from Date 7.0 to Boyfriend 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Boyfriend 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Boyfriend 1.0 and to return to Date 7.0. It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program files from the system once installed.

You cannot go back to Date 7.0 because Boyfriend 1.0 is designed to not allow this. Look in your Boyfriend 1.0 manual under Warnings-LV-Prada Support. I recommend that you keep Boyfriend 1.0 and work on improving the situation. I suggest installing the background application "Yes Dear" to alleviate software augmentation.

The best course of action is to enter the command C:APOLOGIZE because ultimately you will have to give the APOLOGIZE command before the system will return to normal anyway. Boyfriend 1.0 is a great program, but it tends to be very high maintenance.

Boyfriend 1.0 comes with several support programs, such as Wake Up Call 3.0, Good Night Messager 1.5 and Sex 4.2. However, be very careful how you use these programs.

Improper use will cause the system to hang and ignore all commands. Once this happens, the only way to improve the performance of Boyfriend 1.0 is to purchase additional software. I recommend Gucci 2.1 and Hugo 5.0!

WARNING!!! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install ONS 3.3. This application is not supported by Boyfriend 1.0 and will cause irreversible damage to the operating system.

Best of luck,
Tech Support

2009-05-16T12:43:00.006+08:00

Ytd night...hmm..it suck to drink when you are uber down...sorry friend for like...helping me to walk properly...was at overeasy..outside butter factory...before that was at marche...hmm...not bad for food and ambience..but abit costly...after vivo.. mixed feelings..emo~

so..what had i drank for the night?
One pair of sex on the beach(warm up one), three tequila shots. and a bottle of jack daniels...shouldnt had just brought emotion into the drinks..I LOVE THIS DRINK THE MOST!!souza something..lol!!

face was damn red...and ya...being drunk...able to do alot of funny things..i sent dumb messages..and wrong messages..lol...reach home just pomp onto the bed. lol..

CATHERINE!! NEXT TIME WE HAVE MORE THAN THIS OK!?!?! drink till dead on the floor!!haha!!! 6 shots on the table!! each!!xD

to ***
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

2009-05-14T18:11:00.003+08:00

OK~ im at heart of God church now with nicole and audrey..suppose to be mugging....mug for 1hr and then guitar etc etc..lol...Screw mid year. Damn.

Tata!~

2009-05-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

IM GONE CASE FOR MY MID YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

60 marks gone for paper2...zzz...mom so gonna kill me at PTC...=.=

after mugging, saw this girl..who is very familiar...in TKGS uniform at paya lebar, small mole on her right if i not wrong? someone...said she cute...well..i have to agree she is abit..but..she gotta do something about her hair..lol..too messy..

2009-05-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

The sophistiscated table.~ lol!! hardworking neh!~

Note from nicole..thanks!!!haha

Ok..today I DID MUG!!!! mugged with audrey and nicole...and i just found out something of audrey today..SHE A BIMBO!!!lol...xD jkjkjk!!!!!!

and she like to TEH~ also..haha!!xD

thanks to nicole for the whole day of mugging!!!lol!!

today mugged at AMK hub nebo..

its only mid year and im giving so much effort to rush up what i had slack 2 months ago...buck up Flav!!!

headache!!!!

2009-05-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

today mid year papers were crazy!!!!

EL paper 1 not so bad...topic..Gift...guess what i wrote...wrote about proposal gift. Its abit cheesy for a exam compo. " Though i don have the ring that i liked, this is already the best gift. You are the best gift i ever had in my life. Of course i will say yes. You are the greatest gift i ever had, Jeremy.." i think i wrote something like these..lol

MTL paper 1 was horrible!!!! totally gave up on letter writing..essay writing wasnt that diff but was on discursive manner..which..reallly LOL!!

went homed to changed and went for tuition..then dinner...then home..oh ya..Junhao was there today!lol..xD

ZOMG, serious thanks to SHARON FOO XIN FANG! it was pretty unexpected, surprising yet soothing at the same time..thanks for the message. Appreciated.. Thanks..=')

2009-05-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

ok..for once..im gonna say drag queens are god damn pretty after watching project runway season 5!!!!!! damn cooool seh..

2009-05-06T20:19:00.002+08:00

Social Studies paper is today. Damn wth .... I studied the whole sec 3 book...come out healthcare...I rmbed clearly about Singapore healthcare, but forgotten about Britain healthcare..which i was revising like mad before papers start...=.= in the end...essay writing...Singapore healthcare..i wrote like 2 pages...then for Britain healthcare, less than or 1 page!!!seriously..lack alot of point..SBQ also gone case...guess gonna get L2 for most of the question...

After that, had lunch and then off to study..ok..the mood was totally spoilt...SCREW YOU COFFEE BEAN! YOU SUCK!!! donno whether is it your eyes toooo much stamps...unreasonable.
We got a drink and we settle down..so we took out books to mug. Then the staff come tell us, cannot study..then fine..we keep the books...what is the worst thing is..there are people bringing outside food eating inside the cafe and other people are doing their works and studying in the cafe. WTH? watch them do, we of course will start taking out..if they can, why carn we? so what if we are students? students are still customers... We got drinks, and we just merely sit there taking out something to read..we are not doing any homework or revision..just reading. And you second time you come tell us, not to study and then wanna tell the outlet manager?? You come and tell us to go without looking what around...directly in front of you..two person are studying, one uncle there eating outside food..wth??

I got so damn pissed..i just stand up and go to the counter F them off..still say we dont cooperate? hello..mind you..we did..you guys are just being unreasonable.. saying we are doing things that are unfair?wth? Students so what? students still customer, treat us with the bare respect that a F&B crew should do.. So much for the company to waste money sending you guys for training which seriously doesnt help at all

well, almost made a din at coffee bean..if not for my uniform, confirm make a very big scene...

Moved to mac..at least they are better, allow us to study till 6 pm.

middle finger for you coffee bean. Total waste of money to invest in your drinks that totally spoil the mood.

2009-05-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today suppose to have tuition..hmm..in the morning..so apparently, i over slept..mabel must be laughing !! chiong down to meet her, to go marina square to mug..I DID MUG OK!!!!!!! chit chat lots of things...mabel...help me and i promise i will love you nicely..lol!!*wide smile with teeth shinning* haha!!!xDD

well..she went off for a date leaving me there isolating myself..lol..got date good la...zzz...literally mug straight till6 pm...eyes srsly cannot take it..then zao...did physics...realise i had forgotten allllll my stuff...really forgotten all. damn...went to kinokuniya..wanted to get eclipse..but then...don wan le...got super disappointed with someone..damn..bought some stationaries for my sis...lol!!! first time in my life i bought something for my sis out of my own free will..lol..

your name, was on the tissue, on the table, before i left...

2009-05-01T07:20:00.005+08:00

o.O?!?!?!?! i love the white white part..seems like..in club the smoky smoky stuff around..-.-
anyway...they are pure straight.

THE Ladies~=)
Zoei
Catherine.
Hwaymin

me and BT..-.-

zoei, jasmine, me, Catherine and Hway Min

WHAT A WIERD ATTIRE!!?!??!?!?!

the night seems so boring? slipped tuition, study abit of SS and then off the lesson and then to nightlife.. Hwaymin, Catherine, Zoei, Jasmine and Brandon were there. Thanks Brandon for your presence and help. greatly appreciated.

We stuck at PLAY first...woah...tooooo many 'girls'..seriously..toooo MANY!!! Jasmine went slightly high..haha..ok..due to unexpected reasons, almost got into a heavy arguement..fight perhaps..was controlling, i left PLAY. went to CQ...seriously..it suck without ID ...it really suck...you have to stand outside the small area..with that speaker on top..and then force to dance..lol...lol....slack outside butter fact, starbucks.....before that, had a small drink..at some place in CQ...not paid by me though..lol!!!then zoei decided to leave, so...went to fullerton to wait for her mom..then..slack there..fell asleep awhile..after that...unexpected reasons, i had the urge to get out and join the girls back...so slack around..till mac...everyone fell asleep except me and catherine..lol..after that...some mini convo..lol...went to take first bus and back homed...

ok..pictures will be uploaded...now...gotta go for K-cell cycling..shucks!!!!

2009-04-28T22:23:00.004+08:00

I simply carn wait for THURSDAY to come!!!!!!! gonna go nightlife again..lol...but not going in...good boy don go clubbing..lol!!!! or should i just go in...walk one round then come out???hmmm...donno!!! Thanks BEN for lending me!!!

Gonna stuck at PLAY first, since they soooo wanna go PLAY...after that...might go butter factory since one of them like angmoh soooo much..lol...then clark quay!! donno how to spend till 6 am ++

my retainers suck!!!

you are who you are. Before and After, you are still the same. It may seems that you changed, but to me..deep down i know you are not. Don feel that you are a failure cause you arent. God didnt feel disappointed. You are an apple in His eyes.. Stand strong!

2009-04-28T10:46:00.006+08:00

Just got back from NDC...to get my retainers...i also got the photos of the before and after braces photo...its like..phew...and is like ma jiam i grew old like that!!!!lol!!

BEFORE!!!!!AFTER!!~~
zomgosh...Wei Jie( uncle alien) is right...Didi with uncle face..-.- lol!!!
im damn satisfied with my teeth now...

ok..closer look.

BEFORE

AFTER!!!

ok..gtg school for history test!!lalala!~~

2009-04-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

Today breakfast was chocolate bar...1/2 pound one...thanks to bird...srsly..its meant to be a christmas present..since last year...and he only pass it to me which is yesterday and the expiry date is this thursday..-.- win le lo..anyway...finished it today..CM was like saying..wa...you don crazy lei...junk food for breakfast..-.-''' well...did....had a small ache after eating it..lol..but who cares..its nice..lol..

D&T period is the longest ever in school..-.-''' Got an instructor to teach on folio...so..was sharing my idea..damn malu can??i shall keep the story to myself..hmm...

after school...went to thomson plaza with some people...studied..i finished math paper 1 ok!!! after that mental block...was too engross till i forgot i had tuition...mmhmmm....

had dinner then homed...booo to O lvls~

2009-04-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

woke up early, to go for service..hmm..made it in time..time...joined kelvin cell group...wierd. homed..search for my missing words..nap and woo hoo! =.=

2009-04-25T22:30:00.005+08:00

Long day today...the WEATHER is damnnn HOT!!!! phew...can totally feel the skin burning!!

Was reading Joyce Meyer book...its seems like...an answer and solution to everything...I know it sound so Godly...but..it seems like...its the answer booklet from what i had been praying all these while..It MAY be a good book for i donno...

Had tuition after that...woo hoo! totally love my math lesson..bunch of funny people inside..all crapping and shooting the teacher..-.-'''

tuition mate...says..your english is wierd or unique..lol!!!

now im back home listening to CLASS 95 FM for the BPM!!! all the remixes...rock on!! \ m /

2009-04-24T20:14:00.003+08:00

BRIAN CHUNG!!! You are such a jerk!!!xD
I almost just grab my phone and wallet out!!! you gave me a shock of my life!!

YAY!!!! glad for someone!!=))

Mabel, can i? please? you know i know..heh!

2009-04-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

Can you imagine it?? im allowing TWILIGHT to fill up that hole in me!!!! zomg!!

2009-04-23T00:26:00.004+08:00

MYE are coming...and im not studying hard!!!! shucks!!! cut my hair recently, and i know its kinda late, but im reading TWILIGHT NOW!!!finishing the book soon..its seriously addictive..im hook to it..and..can i say...CAN I BE A VAMPIRE??lol!!! Im seriously in love with Alice cullens right now...She is so cool! pretty, cute, innocent, lol!! I so regret why didnt buy the book when it first released...ok..im getting too cheesy about the book...It not gonna happen to the real world!!!lol...the book is 10 times better than the movie..Alice cullens, is so different when she is not shooting the movie..gosh!!

can i be your edward??

2009-04-19T18:08:00.003+08:00

Whole day home.

Gotta go mug and buy my books.

found this in a blog...

Loosing someone you love may be one of the hardest things you ever do. Some people may argue that it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. When you have a broken heart, this is all gibberish. The pain is there and it feels like it will never go away.

What are the circumstances that led to this situation? Why must you let go? Are you the one that chooses to walk away? Some things are out of your control. If death is the reason for letting go, try telling yourself that they are in a better place. Be as positive as you can, no matter how hard that may be.

Remember the good times. Think about all the memories you share with a smile on your face. Know that just because people change doesn't mean that what happened has to. Don't try to change the past. Leave things the way they were and be glad they happened at all. Be strong enough to walk away and try to pick up the pieces and start again.

Take it one step at a time. A broken heart does not heal over night. When you fell the pain of love, it seems it will never end. You feel so cold and alone. Don't give up, no matter what. It seems like the end. Things will get better. You just have to give it time. When it comes to the healing process all you have is time.

Cry like it's your last day on Earth. Scream. Write. Talk to someone. It helps to let it all out. Don't let your insides mildew. Don't tuck it all deep down. Have a support system. Hug your teddy bear. Confide in your best friend. Blog about it on the Internet. Talk to a therapist. There are many ways to go about it, and there is no wrong way if it makes you feel better. Do not bottle up your emotions.

Remember that sometimes you have to let love go and see what happens. Be patient and believe in true love. Sometimes, real love means making the one you love happy, even if it means they aren't going to be with you. Looking back, we may sometimes realize that we were deceived by the idea of love and not the actual thing after all.

Channel your attention elsewhere. Focus on a hobby or a project that you have not been able to complete. Find a positive way to spend your time and energy. Volunteer to help someone else. Try to eliminate having too much free time. This will help you not to focus on the pain.
Whatever you choose, think about you. You know what is best for you. Do not stay in an unhealthy situation for the sake of someone else. Be good to others and expect the same. If someone breaks your heart, that doesn't give you the right to do it to others. Live and learn. Understand that love makes the world go around, what does not kill you, makes you stronger and you will love again.

2009-04-18T22:47:00.006+08:00

Its my fault for everything. Since the verdict had been set, then let it be there. I sincerely give you my best wishes and regards to your future.. All the best. I will still keep you in prayer if you allow me to. Let time do all the stuff.. Yes, im still affected by it. I have to bring that fake smile around to cover up that affected part... I didnt treat you as a dumbo. I didnt. All the best. If you don mind my wishes and prayer...

Flav, go back normal. Stand up and walk. (though its hard for now)

Perhaps its the consequences or the punishments for what i had done. I let you all down. no point in asking forgiveness (though i really want).. Simple life is all i ask for. Lets hibernate for now. Everything is my fault.. Case closed.

I ask for forgiveness from the rest. Forgive me if you are willing

I love 95 FM on sat night..Its like a mini-preview of clubbing night.

someone said this. If i find out you lie, I will ask you about it and tell you. If you don rmb saying, i'll know that its not serious..

If you are willing to accept my past, i will want to go for all with you in the future,not now. Sudden thought of you, makes me.....=)

for once, i believe that...One person's life is like writting a storybook. To add on to it. I will attach with this song.

Im your angel - Celine Dion

2009-04-18T07:09:00.004+08:00

i lied?? i lied??? what did i lie??? i need you to tell me. I am very disappointed in myself..effort gone down the drain..do you know how much it brought me down? betray your trust?? betray your trust?? I already got outcasted. Im already traumatised. Everything changed at the carpark. Trembling with fear the top of the car park in one corner with heavy tears. I wanna leave here..its already settled...i wanna leave..i wanna leave that whole place...Mabel...you with me right? Shameful. I should have just died that night. IM really really disappointed in myself. guess its gonna bug me for the next few days.You are not dumb..You are the best person i ever had. Forget i exist in you. and you guys, forget that i exist in you people. I don have that strength or courage to stay there anymore.

mdm jothi : ' Never ever share your intimate stuff with your best friends, cause they are not your best friends unless they went through thick and thin with you. They could just use your intimate stuff to bring you down.'

2009-04-17T00:22:00.005+08:00

This is my 500th post and im gonna make unpleasant post in it.

If this test fails, I will not be disappointed in you. I will be very disappointed in myself.

~

I called jing up today, and guess what?? i seriously made the right choice in ending ties with you! What the hell are you thinking. You tell her that, the day i go club, i freaking hell spend more than 50 dollars and don wanna return you...wad the hell? I freaking hell spend less than 16 bucks..i even sleep at clark quay to wait for first bus..ok fine...you fucking hell tell her that at PLAY, i kissed all the AJs there...which are like your friends?? fuck. and i did dirty things with them? I kissed your Ex-es?? What are trying to imply? you in me? please!? are you like trying to shoot me and contradict yourself? I was with Von and Vashon almost the whole night..we left for Dbl O and Butter factory together and i was back there alone..BUT i did update von! and i left like...early?? You didnt get your facts right and start telling the whole GELARE about it. If jing didnt tell me. i still dont know about it. If you are thinking that i was the one who say that you got fuck by 10 people in one night..please? I SWEAR to God i didnt! it was another person who did it! You are such a JERK!
Friends?? i ALWAYS wanna and TREAT you as my friend...YOU are the one who don appreciate it! If i don appreciate the friendship or give a damm, i would not have went from BLK 344-348 just to search for you to make sure you are home safe and sound and not went round fooling. If i didnt care, I wouldnt spend my 3hrs wasting my breath on you not to go to H****. If i didnt care, I wouldnt have go all the way down from airport to orchad just to hear your problem or your useless story. there are more which im lazy to type.
I donno what are you thinking...you disgusting freak.. My life is not gonna revolve around you..You should be there thanking God that i didnt went down to CTL to gave you a straight punch in your bloody face. If not for me trying or wanting to reconcisle so much with her, i would have confronted you. I rather i not exist in you than be treated like a dog!

You are right, i don deny it. I had not become of who i am but what i had become.

2009-04-15T00:32:00.004+08:00

You this bastard..If not for you..IF FOR CHRIST SAKE not because you...IF YOU DIDNT SEND me that bloody sms.. I WOULDNT GET SO PISSED WITH YOU. I wouldnt get so MESSED UP. ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU YOU AND YOU! I SHOULDNT HAVE KNOW YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE! and i wouldnt start quarrelling with people!! I WANNA LET GO YET YOU MAKE IT COME BACk...STOP SCREWING MY LIFE!!!!!! GET OUT!!

call me bi or whatever la...im doom to be condemmed no matter what..normal or not ..doom to be judge and condemmed.. I wish i wasnt here..

2009-04-12T15:32:00.003+08:00

I seriously don get it...who say go clubbing means you are very rich?? who make that logic out?? damm it..its a ticket with a drink. Its not like...im spending few hundreds bucks on a chivas. damm it. And its less than 16 for then entry fee...

i had tis convo with shon...why people go club?

People go club, cause they don really feel happy. If they can find happiness in the day, do they need the night? Say honestly..i do feel that kind of happiness during club...but i don like it. They are so packed up for they whole day tat the only time to rest is at night and the only place is to head to the nightlife section.

raymond, fuck off from my life.

2009-04-12T07:33:00.004+08:00

OK, my mom is away and im climbing up her head already!!

- Started working graveyard hours, nevermind..the next day, went sun tanning with Vashon and Joseph! like finally..yea..got tanned or rather red..-.-'''
At first it was pretty boring cause we cant settle down at siloso, then settle down at palawan..which took us sometime though..after sentosa, went for YA...i literally stone in YA!!! i slept from 4.12? till the end??lol???without even knowing it had ended..-.-''
Didnt went home. Went to sky's place with pam, cause going for tribe event..thanks sky...for your bed!! regain some energy..went to TCT magicbox..jeez...it had been long since i been there! =)

stayed awhile and headed to meet von...seriously, at that time, was having flu...as in really flu...then called up to cancel work...then..didnt wan to go home so....went to chiong..o.o''' O lvl are near and i went to chiong..'good' job Flav! it didnt went well though..boring..carn get into that highness...forcing my body to move...-.-''' music is not bad..hmm...ok...im humbled or proud to say this...

Cause they were like..wan go dance don wan go dance like that...just waiting for someone to take the lead or the first step...nobody wanna go up the stage..-.-''' or to be the first to go up the stage...Von dared to be first to go the stage..so...Von and me are the first to be up there!! but, limelight all goes to Von...hah! Von,compliment ok!!! the guys below cheered for us when we step up..haha...after us, alot of people came up le..like..less than 2 min, you see the stage full le..but that not the point..WE/SHE took the LEAD..xD

saw some disgusting people...which totally turn both of us off..this F** guy, just go to the stage and dance like no one business and so gross...haha..apparently i think i pissed him off..cause i kept squeezing into his place of dancefloor...he just stared at us and stopped dancing..but he resume after that..than, another indian came...-..-'''' He is like trying to have attention on stage..but nobody really cares...so continued the dancing part..haha...

Its damm ridiculous for a jug of vodka red bull to cost 50bucks..its damm ridiculous, which like what von said, O bar could just get it for 14...

Saw some things we should see and some things we SHOULDNT see..hehe...Vashon carn take it...neither do me and von..we left the club...wanna head to double O...but must be at least year 1988 to go in...damm...then headed to butter factory...ex...so it was kinda sucky and bad...totally spoil the mood of clubbing..shouldnt have even go that club in the first place..Von gonna meet friend...Vashon tired... and i still wanna club....went back to that club lo..paid already and haven even club till closing...

Seriously..its not cool dancing alone!!!!you look like one retarded man!! really retarded...haha...i rejected two person who wanna dance..lol!! One keep dancing in front of me...and coming me near me..i act as if i never see him...haha..just continue to do my stuff...he buay tahan then give up le...second one..keep brushing body/shoulder at me...didnt bother...walk further lo...

Eh, i donno whether this one counted as what von's kind of molest...no one touch me or what...but...a stranger keep poking me!!!!-.- when he know that i couldnt find him or what...he stopped and walk away

Clubbed till 3.30am and left..cause its getting empty...no fun...I WALKED to clark Quay AND SLEEP there till 6.24 for first bus..

NO Drugs.
NO smoking
NO casual stuff
Had been done.=D

Im gonna club again...mayb after chinese paper...that day..go for one night..hehe..this is seriously not high at all...still prefer Zouk..

btw, the club we went..is.....PLAY club...lol!!!!

Wen Hui was like..WHY PLAY CLUB?!?!?!??!?!!*GASP*

oh ya...there this irritating guy at the bus stop... most probably AJ...He is damm random and irritating and noisy...He kept making a cat's meow randomly...i was like...you are damm irritating...if you are gonna attract other with this..please modify abit..gross and irritating...

ok..my flu is back. Damm..

pictures will be up soon..=D

attending FCC with vashon later..then go down FC to meet pastor and cell...then...home to study...do finish homework and revision...find von!

2009-04-10T10:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had tuition after that went to meet von..and then did a birthday card for vashon..then wanna celebrate for her..went down to clark quay..i feel damm sadded and pissed...nvm..shadnt talk about it...hurmp..then from clark quay, shon say wan hotel!! open hotel for two hours..and ya...went down to hotel 81, kena rejected due to the number of people...then slack around and von gotta go home..and we went down to ecp...ok..here comes the fun part...

Vashon got martell for her birthday from mun yee...there was me, munyee vashon and joseph..i was the one like keep drinking and drinking..lol...and..yup..played truth or dare plus double dare...haha..i shall keep this for myself..hhaa..xD until at around 3.30..i was fully drunk...THANKS MUNYEE!!!i know its wierd, but thanks for your comfortable shoulder o! haha..xD yes..totally drunk..carn walk properly...and..just sleep..sleep on the floor...they said i was mumbling something..-.-'' which i seriously don remember...carn really remember anything though..haha...woke up, still slightly tipsy...went home after that...i overslept!!!!i slept all the way to yck!!-.-'''

im a social drinker!=)

2009-04-07T18:56:00.005+08:00

phew..im not going for bass lesson again..totally damm shag..i really wanna be there...if not for my homeworks and so..i will be there confirm plus chop...tmr should not be going school...gonna go for dentist appt...yaY!!few more weeks..there goes OFF my braces...and if tmr is the last treatment..its gonna be PINK in colour..=) See mabel!!!i did what i promise you one year ago!!haha...

im really disappointed in you..just because of my one sentence, your attitude towards me change...best friends for 3 years..and now because of my random question, i feel that your attitude towards me is a totally change..you are a one big ****phobic..and..let me tell you..singapore you like that...nothing will happen to you..if you ever step out of sg and go countries...not you critise them. IS THEY criticise you..accept for who ** are and not what ** are...This really shows me man, that because of this, you can give up a friendship...i think this tells me on how minor i m in you. which made me feel hurt and disappointed..Its unacceptable? hello? Its not only my religion. YOURS also have.. and what if one day you go to heaven, YOUR god ask you to take charge... you don wan...you dare to defy? the class i asked, 10 of them, 9 of them said yes, still be friends..you are the only one and why must it be you?? I can only say, if that how you view about me...i got nothing to say..cause i won do anything to you...really best friends..and i aint giving up this friendship.

This is my blog, i type what i like.

and....one last thing...

R*****D T*H I HATE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM CORE. you turn my life upside down..and if i wish i hadnt know you..if i haven know you..i won be to this extend of even losing a 3 years friendship. making me look back..gosh..you are so grosss and i carn believe i actually accepted you for who you are..yuck!

2009-04-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

seriously..i know its gonna sound bad of me or what so ever..

mom and dad..if you guys wanna divorce, im ok with it. no point forcing yourself into something which is already so plain.

2009-04-04T11:27:00.003+08:00

Class drama was a success!! haha 5B you guys rocks! =D well..i was only remembered to be the wierd looking tree..-.-'''
Thanks to those teachers too. =D
Now its back to study..so stressing!!! math is gonna be cmi man...vectors, donno what the hell is it about..keep on struggling...damm...suppose to have tuition tonight but teacher cancel it..so got free time till 11..after that..all the way the next day le....6.30..donno how to survive to be awake at that time...
Met von last night...hah..crapping..a fun person to be with..slack at amk mac cafe last night..till 11.30..then met other friend...then home..

you are such a jerk or whatever you put it..I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!you this ungrateful, dirty ass, unappreciative person..only know how to play with other people feelings...give people mixed feelings...i seriously was blinded when looking back now on how much i had given in...hello? i am damm freaking scared/ shoo off by you already?? its not you, its me..why do you have to pick that soul that had died 2months ago back?? And now, dump it again? not dump..revive it and leave it there floating around? waiting for you 1hr everytime..is like? hello?!?! i should be even late for 1hr next time..you better watch out..even von carn stand it.(i hope so..lol!)...im not a ball that can allow to kick around..you idiot tood! looking back..i seriously wonder why have i known you? why are you disgusting? that totally irks me. I spilled the beans? hello! get your facts right! other people care for you?? hello...me, jing and jess cared the most ok?! more than anyone else! do you freaking hell get it? if you don love yourself how you want other people to love you back?childish, immature..even im 17 i can think better than you..your brain is seriously as young as a 14 year old kid..glad that you know you are that useless. Ungrateful ass..like a bastard. wtf? the feeling now is as hard as a stone. as a friend, or close friend...im still ok with it..i am not gonna be fooled by you the third time. DIRTY ASS!

jeez...my phone bill..144...how to clear!!!!!gotta start using prepaid soon..

2009-03-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today, went pretty well..i studied ok!! didnt fell asleep!!!concentrate all the way!!
after school..tuition..ha..like finally??had chem tuition...
Went to marina to get my stationaries...carn stand those 1 buck pen liao...keep running out of ink...went home .

i wanna start revision to chiong le! =D

im not a good guy, i donno how to appreciate, treasure..

2009-03-29T21:30:00.003+08:00

Just me again..myself..i am sorry that i had hurt you..please forgive me...if time were to turn back, i don wish this to happen...we went in too fast..too much dispute...too much unhappiness...im a bastard i know...but i don wanna hurt you anymore..or cheat your feelings..that why i did that...move on with your life, and find a better one..i very perfect meh? no im not..im barely even the passing line...i don deserve..wish you all the best...hope we still friends..f*** me. you the best person..really i swear..10 times better than the previous..really..there no doubt about it..its me that i donno how to cherish...im not ready yet..sorry...forgive me?

Now, i have to do what i had promised them..

2009-03-27T19:30:00.006+08:00

I seriously for the mood to do D&T now...wanna get it done asap..

NIGHT LESSON WAS fun? Learnt facial drawing..its damm ku ku..i can really laugh after drawing..me and ben were the only guys there!!!! so wierd!! no ones gonna gay with you ben!! that it..i already selected my career that i wanna go.. Fashion designing...

Today ran 2.4km..like so damm it???slack-ed toooo much...jeez....13.52min..wth!!????i still got time to buck up...after PE, everyone was stonning math class..-.-
Went to eat with Brain!! dionis jolin and caiting...
went back to school for chinese oral...ITS DAMM BOWCHIKAWOWOW!!damm it..
im like gonna score..a single digit out of 40?? and the worst thing is i cannot re take!!!damm it..im totally pissed off...screwed the whole thing up, totally out of point....damm..
reach home..still feeling pissed...damm...thansk to jess for listening to all my rantings..lol! well..you always do..=D felt much better after ranting..lol!!

single family?how does it taste like?

2009-03-24T22:43:00.003+08:00

Wanted to do artefact, but mr tan wasnt here...gotta wait till next week..slept thruout the whole AP..
went to gelare to meet kai and ansar to eat...
then ching kei called..surprise!!!!! he asked to accompany to look for a guit..poor him to wait for me for 1h30 min...oops!!!!! sorry dude
in the end, he bought a guit at a discounted price for 160...beginner...i seriously feel like bringing him to swee lee...ok..he is a bitchy guy too!lol!!!!!!
homed after that..

best. it won happen.

2009-03-23T17:52:00.002+08:00

Here i am now at bugis library using someone's laptop to blog! =D

First day of school Suck.

2009-03-22T00:06:00.003+08:00

Had YA today..ok..its damm wierd.its either im tooooo late if not im tooooo early...

After YA, met up with Kai at paya leba to go down expo for food fair ,a disappointing one... and to go to popular fair as i wanna get some exam guides and assesments books.. Went to bugis to have 'dinner' just now...had like dessert instead of normal food....then walk to suntec...then took bus home...

you are the best person!=D

2009-03-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

Let see...today met up with kai and his friends..yep...watch the fashion show!! gosh!!!!im so addicted and engrossed in it....but its kinda disappointing..not really that fantastic..oopsie...after that rush back to meet von to help do closing...gosh..she's pretty!! she going to chiong the night...went to bought her new shoes for club...she 's going to double O....then met up with Vashon and Joseph...they went dinner, and i went to look for them again...back to esplanade again..had dinner at makansutra...jeez...fattening!! and i saw ONE and the ONLY ONE person which i should NOT have saw!! cause the PERSON totally DISGUST me!! FLABBY FATS..more than anyone else! eww gross!!thank God im not facing that person direction to eat, if not i will PUKE! Kai know who im talking about....train-ed back after that..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOBI!!!!! though you won be seeing this..thanks for the surprise peck..lol!!! im really damm shock...thought it only for joke..didnt know you came for real..lol!!!

miss you o!

2009-03-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

i finally started on my holiday homeworks!!!!!!! MIRACLE!!!!lol...

completed English compo...well..wasnt that diff or easy...still manageable...
Math totally suck man!! i forgot most of my sec 4 stuff...dammm!!!! gotta start revision...

gonna complete physics tomorrow..=)

and i found a new friend of my same personality!!=))

2009-03-18T22:06:00.005+08:00

Went to school to help in OM production..Jesper ask me to though...went there to do some sewing only...spent the whole day in school..
Notice the 'scarf'??? It was done by me!!! This is prince/the king in the drama..who say king must have golden crown, robe, shoes? muwahaha!!lol..my idea together with Jesper.. Jesper did the most though, cause when reach there...everything was done except the scarf..

I WANNA GRADUATE WITH BACHELOR OF FASHION DESIGN IN NEW YORK, NYC!!!

2009-03-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

went to dentist today..and good news is...I CAN BE FREED FROM BRACES IN MOST LIKELY 6 WEEKS TIME!!! muwahahhaah!!!!

didnt manage to go to school to help out...was delayed there..jeez...doc mah put bands to pull the gum together...pain like siao!!well..i need to be there again tomorrow..cause i took it off and i forgot where to place the bands!!!!!

met jess to have waffle at citylink and to pass jun hao his memory stick..

YOU ARE REALLY DIRTY. you should not feel irritated by me..I SHOULD be the one. You turned your head away last night and then i turn back you are with another person..and then when i ask "what time did you play till?" your ans is "the whole night." omgosh. What the hell are you? everything links up together.. You turned off your phone, you didnt charge your phone, your shoes is not outside your house, when i reach store, you are charging your phone. and you are walking with the person on the streets..i saw it with my naked eyes. can you PLEASE love yourself???????? don be so CHEAP can? wtf. we really are disappointed in you...very very very.

kim is right,the more we don wan **to do, the more *** wanna do and jing know *** since the first day of work..if she carn convince *** or change ***..what about us? they even stayed tgt...and yet she couldnt..*** really needs to fall real real hard. im not harping on anything..the past or whatever shit..come to think of it...y am i so dumb? so gross la..like i say, im not harping on anything, im just helping as a friend..take it or leave it. appreciate it or not up to you..if you feel im insulting you or what so ever.. I fucking hell dont. like i said, im not giving up..im gonna give my best shot.. Its challenging.

2009-03-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

AJ are one big bunch of.....no comments.

2009-03-17T02:49:00.003+08:00

First, i wish i can castrate you if i can! for so many clubs pubs and bar i go, this is the first time i got chase out! shit you! I tot u are one of the mr nice guy. so i made friends with you..You actually sabo me and then chase me out of the bar..wth??? Its damm pissing...i shouldnt have told u my age..dumb me...really dumb.phew...U better not let me see you or if im still pissed, i will grab you one corner and castrate you! jeez....wth! You totally digust me right now.see you i feel like puking. you totally spoilt my night!

Second. Its my fault for what you had become like that..can you please be more careful? you are not the person i know anymore..you could even do it in the open..can you be cleaner abit?Everyone loves you..really..everyone really loves you..treat you as good friend. But why must you destroy it? Can you first learn to love yourself first before asking people to love you? Im fighting hard for the friendship, can you BE APPRECIATIVE? people gave up on you..im not gonna..why must you lie to me again and again? say you are going home but you are not? Do you know, as a friend how worried i am? I am really really scared and worried for you...people say..why must i care? its not my life..it your own life that you are destroying. As a friend only, i don need to go to this extend of crusing around the the whole block from blk 343-348 to look for you.. And i swear to God, the moment i see you, im gonna take a cup of cold water and splash it at your face and give you a good scolding..You may hate me and not care about this friendship, but reason i do is because i care. Im doing this for your well being..Jeez...can you please wake up? don insult yourself anymore..love yourself and everyone will love you back..if you want to. The only thing i could do now, is the next supper with you, im gonna follow you back secretly. next is to PRAY for you..PRAY damm hard..if it could not change you back, but it could at least stop all these and love yourself more. Let me carry the burden for you..im reaching out my hand to you, are you willing to grab my hand and stand up?

God, please help this person.

All i could say now is, God, please have mercy on this person..

2009-03-15T12:47:00.003+08:00

G12 conference totally own! pastor caesar and pastor claudia brought great messages..only went for second night and third day...pastor claudia message totally make the star shine again.
Yesterday, Daniel khong, preached! the future of pastor khong..His mesage was chasing the wind..it really did talk to me and affect me..cause the problem he talked is the same as mine, just that in a different situation..got my answer.

Delirious? you guys rock!!! you guys own man!!! donno when will we see you perform again..but yesterday, you did make a great impact. GBU guys. hope you guys after seperating, one day will still perform tgt again..

me and hubert were crazy man!! rush to the front for the concert, then went high...then...chiong out to let them sign..it was crazy man..we took out the cd..everything..to let them sign...lol!!!the lyrics book, cd, back cover paper.lol!!! totally love their songs...pure hardrock is what they say.=D

2009-03-12T21:14:00.012+08:00

i know i very ugly...but not to the extend tat i attract this kind of person right???????give me something better la!!ewww!!!

shuffle shuffle!!
~
It had been long since i stayed in school till 7 =))

then the feeling of hub after school is back..=)

Im still in love with A / X (armani xchange) =D

hway min! how could you lie to us?!?!xD lol...evil...

ok...found this trance techno..girls please don bother to find the meaning of the song..

Paxi, fixi, knaxi, lexi, knoxi, schmexi, schixi drauf.
Paxi, fixi, reib sie, knall sie, nimm sie, wirf sie, zieh sie aus.
Paxi, fixi, roxi, treib sie, saug sie, lutsch sie, schixi drauf.
Paxi, fixi, stoß sie, pop sie, reib sie, pimp sie, schmeiß sie raus

i think pastor did mention about this songs back then..think 2 years ago? now i recalled..

if i not wrong, i heard this when i was at zouk.

2009-03-11T22:14:00.003+08:00

Bus driver, you all are so blind!! you carn tell who is student who is not is it? damm..

BRAIN!!! you are now my TRANCE partner!!!!=DD

He is much worst then me.!!! my classmate, listen to HARD TRANCE!! OMG!

2009-03-11T02:54:00.001+08:00

can i please see a counselor??

im getting bad to worst.

2009-03-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh..i saw this very very awkard scenario!!

A and B together
C and D together

A and B break up
B and C get together
C and D break up
A and D get together

wierd right!!!

2009-03-07T11:48:00.004+08:00

the war has ended, peace had arrive.

why look on others so much? its time to care about yourself. learn to love yourself and move on. Live life to the fullest and be happy. Don destroy your moral or dignity cause *** don deserve it. Stand up and walk again till the next war come.

i had already poured everything back to you. the feeling is neutral now. moving on in life. making new friends, catching up with old friends, clearing up the mess and of course to study.

Don need to tell me what you gotta get for someone or do something with that someone..if you think its gonna stab me again..it won anymore.

Flavian, is back on track now.

2009-03-06T20:38:00.005+08:00

Why carn you learn to appreciate on what you have? you can cheat anyone..but why cheat on him?2.5 years...you think its easy to maintain like that? all you know is to play

people already attached yet you go and went steady with ***..what the hell are you thinking??you selfish guy.

if you are gonna be with him just for his money which i heard he is pretty rich..be with him for the sake of money, i totally despise you..to the core.

well, your most important stuff is with me. you jolly well don step on my tail even harder..you can come all you want, but i won entertain.since you don wanna listen my call or reply..then i shall hold on to it..you shall have a taste on what you had done on me.

dirty ass

2009-03-05T23:14:00.008+08:00

***. You are a simply pathetic person who carn be help. You carn be anymore filthy...you are so dirty that i carn pity you..you are hopeless..you are a total disgrace to guys..im already one..you are EVEN worst!! YOU ARE GOD DAMM DIRTY!! the moment you broke up with the person..less than 10hrs, you got fuck by another person...love bites everywhere!!!! you are soooooo gross...ewwww...i actually wanted to be friends with you..now i don..i don be friends who are filthy!!

actually..looking back at our memories, i still pity and still miss the time we were together...but now..i freaking dont!!..you are a bitch bastard or a slut. you don deserve at all...

their judgement are right...YOU ARE ONE BIG DISGRACE TO THE GUYS!!! I WISH I NEVER EVER HAD KNOW YOU! if i know you are so damm dirty, i won even talk to you...you are worst than i thought. I really pity the next bf of yours. He is gonna suffer..hopefully i curse you that retribution will fall upon you..you made me hate you so much....well..dirty ppl throw clean things into dirty pool. You know how dirty is the water is in the fountain?? you freaking hell throw the clean rings into the pool..and now it got dirty!!!JESUS CHRIST!! I CARN WAIT TO CASTRATE YOU!! I PRAY HARD THAT YOU WILL FACE THE CONSEQUENCE OF IT.

I CARN IMAGINE MYSELF THAT I ACTUALLY WALKED 2 MONTHS WITH YOU!! EWWW!!!you are soooooooooooooooooooooo dirty!! FUCK OFF FROM MY CLEAN, ABIT DIRTY LIFE!

WELL. IM SURE, THE NEXT ONE GET HURT ITS YOU...cause, you are gonna be loved. not you loving the other person. AND I CURSE YOU! RETRIBUTION WILL COME!

i hate you to the core.

And your new bf...looks like fuck! i told ya already. you got a weird taste super weird taste...can you like choose someone who is better than me?? you will never change never grow..you are a total failure.

typing you here makes my blog dirty...jeez..i need alot of time cleaning it!

2009-03-04T23:28:00.003+08:00

YOU ARE ONE BIG FUCKING BASTARD/BITCH!! i so want to give a tight punch in the public..im controlling my strength, my fist. You could be so ruthless..Everything had come to an end. Flavian is now single. Don wanna be attached again..phobia.

2009-03-04T16:08:00.004+08:00

next time it will be blood.

i hate life now. And im tired of it already.. Its so hard to breathe.. Pretend paper covering fire..its taxing..when can i believe your words? which of it is true? You just keep going rounds and rounds talking and doing that way to people and to me. Seperation perhaps is the better way i suppose. You carn prove it to me.. Im damm tired already...do whatever you want.. im not holding you or anything.. cause in the first place..you didnt respect me and you don deserve my respect. Simple task that i ask you to do..its like killing your life..i already done my part..what more do you want? white flags up.

need cash again. gotta find a job soon..

i seriously feel like finishing the 6 pills of 625mg of antibiotics in one shot.

2009-03-03T18:44:00.003+08:00

That time von said about you.. I should had listen to her..her judgment is right. Why am i so dumb to just go and go??

Respect..did you even respect me in the first place? you want talk with me about respect..mind you..i merely took your phone..you made a big fuss..feeling guilty? cause you are. did something wrong and don wan to admit..doing things behind my back..do you even deserve my respect in the first place? Shit! Im hoping too much from you..hoping this and that...im sick of it..stop pushing me into the corners!

you wanna prove yourself..and yet you are doing this..FUCK!

to say honestly, i really miss her. The friend who didnt failed to help and giving me correct judgment? one sentence. Flavian, You DESERVE it!

enough of that idiot.

well..for like donno how many years, my chinese compo finally like scored 16.5/20?? i was like...er...cher, did you mark wrongly? or write the wrong marks on the wrong paper?

Brain said we teens..can say up to 50 F word for a day sometimes without even knowing it..lol!xD

2009-03-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

What the hell do you actually want from me? you wan me to cut myself and bring myself to the coffin then you will feel satisfy?? You wan again i gave it to you..what more do you want? you are simply taking advantage of it...do you think i really don wan to give up?please. i also wish. but its based on your sincerity, i tot you will make that ammendments..that why i kept gaving..do you appreciate it? Fuck.

its sweet, but bitter at the back..现甜后苦 is what they say..

its already at the end of the road..yet i still can't let go..

2009-02-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

I finally received my 2 SAJC PE shirt..one black and one red. =) thanks Douglas and Mabel!!=)))

carn make that slight amendments? still say will change?

single? not single? attached? not attached? crush? uncrush? right? wrong?

emo.

2009-02-22T23:56:00.004+08:00

A and me gonna study the course..so..we started crapping

A:.....when pay comes. You on right?
Me:yea....provided i got the cash..
A: Lol. You economic crisis too eh? =D
Me: yyep yep. mom so not gonna sponser me..gotta find another solution..worst come to worst..go find a sugar daddy ..lol!!jk!!
A:Lol. Yeah. I think you cute enough. =D mum not sponsoring me.......
Me: ....but i need to sacrifice my ass..i now also no work..damm sian....
A:Dude. Like thousand five the rate for escorting rich gays! Plus you got height. More 'model' like! how much you have now?
Me: ha..we go together la..you got the body..they might love you more than me..eh..20?
A: Wahaha .Finished! guess i'll miss you from class. =D
Me:??
A:you only 20 now..carn save 100 by then.
Me: then move on to plan b c d and so on..
A: I think you don't really have a k choice. start practicing. =D
Me:practice what?
A: Butt selling. =D

ok and the crap went on..this was on like...friday?hah..i was laughing in class..

ok enough...nothing much...i need more ideas!!!!!! argh!! suddenly this year..i felt that CCA is...VERY VERY important!!!

gotta start mugging for the week...tests and tests and tests..gosh..its never ending...

stop typing like a kid!!!!

life is still bad...it went worst...let me lean on..can?

i hope i won resort to butt selling..hehe!!!jkjk!!!

i just **** the silly ************* of mine.

we laughed, we cried
And all the while we felt so alive
It was you and me
You grabbed my hand and made see

2009-02-20T18:14:00.004+08:00

Flavian you are such a an idiot...nothing you do makes things right..be it friendship, family, studies or whatever...you think hard for 5 ideas for D&T and all 5 times got rejected. You lost a good friend..and now she doesnt want to talk to you..you are so poor yourself that you carn even afford yourself to study your wants..you scored badly for tests...f***

O lvl fees gonna be S$357.30 if i not wrong..and im suppose to pay by cash..great huh...trying to apply for financial assistance....

Stress up...what else can i do??no point emo? reject..then find again la...

though i carn go laselle for part time course...at least there still a CC for me to go...thanks to the person who is willing to give me the pay...

cash desperate...

im tired...really tired...all i could do..is to rush to the toilet and let the tears drop by itself...it not heartbroken..but disappointment and stress?

im gonna go study fashion illustration!!!

Hopeless

Despair

Desperation

Faithless

Useless

thanks for screwing my F-life..

IM REALLY GONNA STUDY FASHION ILLUSTRATION!!!! finally got the cash..

im gonna go crazy soon..